#so the fact that they got me to say anything positive about it at all is so impressive to me i am willing to cut the bad some slack
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Manifesting and Why Feelings Donât Matter. They Never Did.
Some of you care way too much about your feelings for me and honestlyâŚ. Itâs annoying. Feelings got yâall in a chokehold yet they have nothing to do with you getting your desires. Your feelings didnât stop your sp from coming back and treating how you wanted them to. Your feelings didnât change the fact that you got the house/apartment you have always wanted. Your feelings didnât change the fact that you still reconciled with an old friend from years ago who barely even remembers the disagreement. Whether positive or not, itâs all about the meaning you give them.Â
âI want to manifest sp back but I donât feel likeâ.â
âI want to make money without working but I feel guilty andâ.â
âI know I can manifest whatever I want but what if I feel uncomfortâ.â
SHUT UP AND JUST KNOW YOU HAVE WHAT YOU WANT. KNOW IT NOW
No matter how you "feel", you are still the creator of your experience.Â
If you are feeling nervous about getting a certain desire, who cares? Itâs yours anyways.
If you are feeling scared about something not happening, who cares? You got it and it happened anyways.
If you are feeling like you donât know how to manifest and create your reality, who cares? You are still creating even if itâs something you donât want. Just change your perspective.Â
Your feelings arenât your enemies but they are also not your God. At all. You are and you can dictate whether or not the âfeelingsâ you have matter. They donât but you can also use them to your advantage. Iâve been angry about tons of things before and instead of focusing that anger on the situation at hand, I focused it towards what I wanted to happen instead.Â
âF*ck this! Iâm literally getting what I want. I have that sh*it right now what am I even talking about âgettingâ for???? That sh*t is in my freakin face!!âÂ
If you want to feel anything, feel peace. When I say feel, I donât mean create or conjure up an emotion within yourself. By feeling, just still your thoughts and mind. There you will find peaceâ your true essence. Be comfortable there whether itâs for two seconds or two hours. From that peace is where all creation springs. Remind yourself of who you are and know it will never change. You are still in control.Â
What you say goes, not what you feel. You can experience all the human emotions âenergies in motionâ you want or donât want but at the end of the day none of that matters. Why? Because you create. You choose. Not your feelings. Not your emotions. Even physical sensations donât hold any power until you give them power. Iâve healed myself a number of times from different pains whether it was cramps, headaches, stomachaches or toothaches and even healing my second ACL faster than the first by thinking as the person who doesnât feel pain anymore/is healed. It is truly easier said than done because itâs done and easy asf to say. Be so serious. Divorce your feelings, take your ring back and decide who you are in spite of them!Â
And donât let me get started on yâall that let the 3d make you feel a certain way. You are allowing that the 3d to dictate how you feel and keeping yourself in a perpetual cycle you donât want to be in. Stop it. Get help. Help yourself.Â
#itsrlymine#loa success#sucess story#law of assumption#manifest#manifesting#manifestation#loassumption#lawofassumption#void state#shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#shifting blog#imagination is reality#reality shift#success story#pure consciousness#i am awareness#shifters#loa blog#loa tumblr#instant manifestation#desired reality#living in the end
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Also for those of you like me who never really bothered to learn how a cardinal even becomes a cardinal â
Iâm not saying this is what happens in the Church of Ghost because between the papal dynasty and the fact the most powerful role is held by a woman, there is clearly not a one-to-one reflection of Catholicism. If anything, Catholicism is used predominantly for aesthetic and title structures.
But assuming cardinal-electing is still done by the pope hereâŚ
Nihil fucking promoted a guy he didnât even like đ
I actually do have, like, two theories as to why this mightâve happened:
A) Nihil is not as involved in the process of selecting cardinals as the catholic pope is in selecting his. I dunno if this involves stamping a sigil on a document or what but I could easily imagine that, if it did, someone (probably a ghoul under Sisterâs orders) slid the paper in front of him while he was watching TV. He slammed a rubber stamp of his signature on it during commercial break and told them to leave, âRaymondâ was on.
B) Like always: Sister pulled some strings. And by that, she just âaskedâ Nihil to consider looking into Archbishop Copia and he, in a delusional and horny stupor, totally did it without actually looking into whom he was bumping up. All he knows is that Sister mentioned the dude, and surely anything from Sister is good, right? âŚAnd then he met the guy.
I actually think this one might have some legs because Nihil clearly does have an awareness of who Copia is. You could argue that this is because, as I said, the pope picks the cardinals, but I feel like Nihil wouldnât really care to memorize every single one of them, even if their job is to advise him. We donât know what kind of Papa he was but we do know that, as a person (at least while alive), he was more obsessed with his failed life and Sister. If it didnât concern those things, he didnât seem interested.
Copia very likely has been put in his ear by Sister since before Day 1 but didnât form his own opinion about him until it was too late.
Iâm not saying Cardi didnât earn the position. I just think itâs funny that regardless of how he got it, Nihil had to have played a part in it and he is filled with so many regerts.
#shitghosting#the band ghost HCs#Cardinal Copia#papa Nihil#sister imperator#also fun fact: APPARENTLY cardinals can be referred to as like Princes of the Church???#donât quote me on that but like. it seems to be a thing#and I dunno man#Prince Cardi is just such a cute concept#the Cardinal Prince becomes Rat King#the band ghost#ghost bc
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Agreed, so letâs keep the love goingâŚ
What was your favourite part of the show? What surprised you? And what would have change?
Hey anon,
I donât know if there is anything Iâd change about AYSâŚ.maybe Iâd have loved for Jimin to be less sick so he could enjoy his vacation more but other than that, I think everything that happened was perfectly imperfect. It all came together beautifully and all the moments, those that were perceived negatively and those that were perceived positively, in my opinion were all vital to us understanding them more as human beings so I really wouldnât change much.
Gosh, asking me to choose a favourite part is kinda hard because AYS was comfort in a show but if I absolutely had to choose, I would say my favourite moment was Jikook on the train ride in Sapporo. I donât know how to describe how mushy and soft I feel inside everytime I watch Jungkook slowly lean his head on Jiminâs shoulder while they listen to music from the same set of earphones, while riding the train and enjoying the scenery. That was so damn romantic and it felt so sincere. Jimin looked like he was in awe of what he was looking at outside the window and while he was concentrating on what he was looking at, Jungkook quietly laid his head on Jiminâs shoulders. That was one of the most beautiful and purest moments of the entire show in my opinion.
An honorable mention goes to Jungkook waking up in the morning and going over to cuddle Jimin, who had been dealing with a bad case of diarrhea. It wasnât the cuddling itself that got me, but the fact that Jungkook didnât hesitate to be close to him, even knowing he might have another âincidentâ at any moment! Thatâs real love. The way he wasnât grossed out or bothered at all was beautifulâbecause honestly, I wouldnât even want to sleep next to my partner if he were in that situation.
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His work and nothing more
âDazai can I ask you a question?âChuuya muttered against his neck âYeah?â
The two were in their Agency apartment,post coital,Chuuyaâs body warm on top of him,the redheadâs feet cringing away from his.
Chuuyaâs lips pressed lightly against Dazaiâs throat.The brunette hummed,stroking his back.
âYeah?âDazai repeatedÂ
Chuuya hummed,mouth moving to be under Dazaiâs ear.
âIf I killed your loved ones,could you forgive it?â âChuuya we have the same loved-â âDo we?âhe asked
Not in an overly rushed,snappy manner Dazai expected from Chuuya when being interrupted,but ratherâŚIt was something a bit more playful ,teasing.There was a chuckle to punctuate it,just like when Chuuya would say âCan you now?â whenever Dazai would make an outrageous boast about his own abilities.Â
ExceptâŚDazai didnât think that tone made any sense.Chuuya and Kunikida got along well,he was sure of it.Chuuya had never been the subtle type when it came to his displeasure.
And all of the interactions heâs seen Chuuya and Kunikida have had never been anything but positive.
Like that one timeâŚ
That one time whenâŚ
He hummed.Actually that was a bit blurry.But there was that otherâŚ
Dazai hummed again.He couldnât really remember that one eitherâŚ
He glanced at Chuuyaâs right shoulder,which up until that point had been bare.Now where his shoulder and shoulder blade met  was a thick text.Dazai couldnât make it out,but it didnât matter.He understood what was going on now.
It was one of those dreams.He hadnât had one of these since the night he found out Chuuya became the boss.
They were inconsistent.Sometimes,theyâd take place the night Dazai left.
In others Chuuya was sent to kill him by Mori and couldnât manage to pull the trigger.
In the last one Dazai had,two years ago,he managed to convince Chuuya to turn his back on the mafia the night of that party.
It always ended the same way,though.Him and Chuuya in bed,making love,Chuuyaâs skin piping hot to the touch.His breathing and mannerisms were so true to memory that it had Dazai fooled.
Until heâd fall asleep in the dream and wake up in his dorm ,either alone or next to someone who was decidedly not his ex partner.
One thing that had never happened though was them changing midway.If Chuuyaâs hair was short in one of them,it would not grow out halfway through.
âOsamu?You alright?â âYeah,Iâm fine.âhe said,reaching to stroke Chuuyaâs hair
His ex partner stared at him unconvinced.But he allowed Dazai to touch his hair regardless,not leaning away.
âWhy are you asking?â âBecause you were kinda drifting off and-â âNo,the first thing.Why are you asking me that?â âJust a hypothetical.I just wanna know how far your love for me goes,thatâs all.â âOk so,if itâs a hypotheticalâŚIâd prefer not to answer .â âBecause you donât have an answer or because you donât like the one you do have?â
There was a newfound coldness in Chuuyaâs voice as he said that.Not icy,exactly,but there was a certain detachment that wasnât there before,a matter of fact quality to it.
Dazai was taken aback for a moment.He,pushed his own hair back and sighed.
âWell I guess it would depend on the contextâŚâDazai muttered,skirting around the subject âJustâŚConceptually..â
Chuuyaâs tone was still cold but it had taken the turn towards the somber as he nuzzled into Dazaiâs shoulder.Dazai sat in the silence for a bit,trying to actually think on the question.
Admittedly he had never thought of it.Him and Chuuya had been on the same side initially and had only been back in one anotherâs lives on opposing sides for a month or so tops.
The concept of Chuuya as the enemy didnât quite settle yet.He had thought about it butâŚNot that far.
It existed in the macro.The broad strokes were clear and so obvious even a five year old could grasp them.
Hostility was no longer optional and discouraged,it was expected and if you had any principles,mandatory.
Undermining Chuuya at every turn wasnât personal and petty as it once was.As far as Dazai saw it,that was just another part of the job.
HoweverâŚThings got murkier once people got involved.
Realistically it shouldnât have mattered.People were expendable ,Dazai told Chuuya as much after his ex partner asked to tutor Akutagawa alongside him.
That,from a certain point of view,was also just work.If someone or something was in the way it would make sense toâŚget rid of it.
HoweverâŚHe had discarded that way of thinking along with his black coat.After all,if that was true then Odaâs death wouldnât matter,shouldnât have hurt.
But it did.
Dazai closed his eyes and sighed.
He supposed Chuuya was right to not give him context.It wouldnât have mattered.
Dazai wouldnât have hated Mori any more or any less if he had gotten Oda killed out of malice rather than to get that dumb permit.
He opened his eyes and looked at Chuuya.
Chuuyaâs expression was cold,but  also somewhat damp and melancholic.His eyes were distant,narrowed yet downcast,brows relaxed but in,from what Dazai could tell,a sense of resignation rather than calm.
âYouâve finally realized it,havenât you?â âSuppose soâŚâ
Heâd always want Chuuya.His temper,his violence,his infuriating loyaltyâŚAll of it.
He still wanted him even after that Q stunt,even if he denied it to himself.ButâŚDazai hadnât forgiven him for it.
He understood,of course.
âTell us your life story.If itâs really sad,my dog here might just convince me to go easy on you.âDazai would sometimes taunt an enemy they had just taken down
And a few seconds after heâd get smacked by Chuuya for calling him a dog again.
Despite the years,getting into Chuuyaâs heart didnât seem to become any more challenging of a task.He was an empathetic man and so the bar for entry into his good graces was quite low.
He could admit that he was wrong to label Chuuya cruel.Spiteful yes,but the stunt with Q was hardly as dangerous as he had considered it at the time.
Clearly Chuuya knew Dazai was there,otherwise he wouldnât have left him that pre recorded message,so he probably figured Atsushi would be fine if a little traumatized.
So Dazai was wrong there.Chuuya wasnât a monster.He was just desperate to get back at him for everything.Even if there was some collateral.
Chuuyaâs lack of cruelty would only make that concept worse.He could see it.
Chuuya becoming so desperate that he decides to put Dazaiâs loved ones in danger,just because he wants to hurt him.It going horribly,horribly wrong.
Heâd tell Dazai that he was so sorry,that it was an accident.Thereâd probably be tears in there somewhere and Dazai would tell him he forgives it,that Chuuya didnât mean for it to go that farâŚ
But he wouldnât mean it.He wouldnât hate him for it,heâd understand,butâŚGod,heâd resent Chuuya for it for the rest of his life.
âI couldnât forgive you.â
He expected Chuuya to sadden further,to shake his head in slight denial.
What he hadnât anticipated was for Chuuya to lift himself up slightly, loose hair cascading down his shoulder,small smile on his face.
He leaned closer,stroking Dazaiâs cheek,that coldness thankfully having left his eyes or at least it seemed that way.
âThen,I suppose we both know what has to be done here,right, mon amor?âhe said,inches away from Dazaiâs mouth
The press of their lips wasnât as uncomfortable as Dazai had remembered.There was no initial fumbling or awkward angles,just their mouths slotting together smoothly.
He supposed that made sense.Dream and all that,of course itâd be perfect.He still leaned into it,closing his eyes.Dream or not,it was still the closest heâll get to kissing Chuuya,probably for the rest of his life.
His fingers dug into Chuuyaâs back,as if that could hold him if he truly wanted to just leave Dazai there.
The intake of breath from Chuuya was sharp as they separated,his hands squeezing at Dazaiâs shoulders.
Dazai still kept his eyes closed,if only to let the moment rest a bit.That was a hard thing to say,to admit and after the whole Guild thing he just neededâŚa minute.
Then he felt something warm drip onto his lower lip.He scrunched his nose and thatâs when he smelled it.
Blood.Dazai knew the scent of it by heart,sickly sweet and metallic.
He didnât know what he expected when he opened his eyes.
What he did know is that the sight of Chuuya,blood dripping out of his mouth,eyes bloodshot and vacant like a corpse with a bruised,snapped neck made him scream so loud that it woke up the short red haired woman he slept with last night.
He declined to tell her why he screamed and tried to avoid looking at her face as much as possible.He got dressed,lied that heâd call her later and went to work.
If anybody at the Agency found anything strange about how much he was touching his lower lip they didnât say anything about it.
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Pov: Ford
Fidds and me shut down the portal, he explained to me that I had a terrible head injury that must be why I don't remember anything. We were walking to the bedroom I notice that here is a weird number of triangles in the house, so I ask why, he said that he really didn't know why he loved triangles so much.
Suddenly we stop at the bed room he explained "okay ford here is only one bedroom in the house, which means one of us has to sleep on the couch" I look at him confused "oh wouldn't I have an apartment or house somewhere?" He took a minute to respond "Um your head injury is really bad, not bad enough to go to the doctors but I advice you to stay" okay that made sense, I got a strange thought in my head, for some reason made my head feel heated "you know it could be a good idea if, you and I sleep in the same bed, you could watch over me if my head injury becomes a problem"
His face went a dark red "well Stanford I think that's an brilliant idea" I love it when he says my name.
We're in bed together, is it a normal thing for two friends to sleep in the same bed, now that I'm thinking it over, actually have a crush on Fiddleford, I mean it makes sense why I feel all hot when it's winter, and how want him as close as physically possible to me. That makes me think, have I told him of this before, and was he not interested in me. Tomorrow I will ask him this and many more questions.
Finally I went to sleep instead of over thinking about our relationship, it was quite a weird dream, I was in a place were there was books and papers floating everywhere, in the hole place was scattered with stars and math equations in the background. Randomly a triangle popped out of nowhere, he looked very dapper with his bow tie and top hat.
"Hey ya sixer how's the portal going" what the heck the weird triangle thing can speak? "Oh hi dapper trian" he rudely interrupted me "MY NAME IS BILL, you idiots" "jess I didn't know your name before and before you rudely interrupted me, I was going to" again HE INTERRUPTED ME "what the hell IQ, you KNOWN me for years, are you playing a stupid game on ME" jessus this triangle man is so rude "no I AM NOT PLAYING A GAME, if you'd just let me talk, maybe you won't be so confused" "okay then talk Fordy, because this is really frustrating you know" I pause for moment than starting talking "so to put it briefly, I suffered a head injury and now I have amnesia and can't remember anything"
Instead of been understanding this bill character, he literally turned red when he got angry and thrown an temper tantrum. "WHERE THE EVER LIVING HELL IS ALL YOUR MEMORIES" I round my eyes "it's not like I just told you" predictably got more frustrated "IF YOU GOT AMNESIA YOU WOULD STILL HAVE ALL YOUR MEMORIES" I was about to say something but than he just disappeared.
Woke up with me laying on Fidds chest, don't know how I got in this position but I don't care it's nice, especially after that annoying dream guy. Gosh I'm so lucky that I forgot about that guy, the fact that I knew that man before must be annoyance to my past self. I know Fidds like triangles but he can't like this guy, plus he's not even real, what is 'bill the triangle guy' going to do if I talk trash about him. Was kind of sad that Fiddleford woke up he looks so cute asleep, "hey ya Ford we got a busy day today, haven't we, got to dismantle the portal and than get your memories back"
Oh forgot that "alright, business is good, keeps the mind busy hahahah" Fidds looks at me in a compassionate manner "gosh somethings never change" if that was someone else saying that I would of thought it was a rude remark. "Hey um I have something to tell you before we get started" he looked a bit irritated now "yes ford what is it" "well I know this is going to sound weird, but I saw a triangle named Bill in my dreams" okay now I'm thinking it over it was a stupid idea to bring it. He just looks so annoyed now "REALLY STANFORD, I thought that you would know that dreams can be weird, and WHY WOULD I NEED TO KNOW THIS?"
I felt like a complete idiot now "sorry I shouldn't of said anything, let's just get back what we were doing"
Note: did a quick drawing, I want you guys opinion on me doing a drawing on most chapters, should I do it no or yes
#gravity falls#stanford pines#drawing#cute? maybe?#bill cipher#boy kisser#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleauthor#Cringe#I don't know how to write#Please give criticism#fanfic#part 2
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seeing you mention mangahood purists liking manga/broho bc it's "pure" got me thinking: whenever i see someone shit on 03, they'll say "oh it's too 'dark', scary, depressing" (sorry having to confront/acknowledge imperialism is "dark and scary" lmao) and yet, in the same breath, i've seen several turn around and praise mangahood/broho for its "mature themes" and its handling of "dark topics" and it's like... are the mature themes in the room with us?? this is pure speculation and i'm sure i'm not saying anything new here, but i think a large part of why mangahood purists hate 03 is bc it makes them uncomfortable. 03 does not give the viewer the luxury of turning away from the atrocities amestris commits to liore/ishval; they're forced to confront it head-on throughout the show (see: ed standing among a graveyard of liorians, ishvalans getting targeted no matter where they go, etc) and there's no "the military was controlled by supernatural monsters all along!!!" to conveniently pin the blame on either. it's the military itself that's the problem and needs to be taken down. and mangahood/broho purists just don't like that i think.
The critical eye towards the military absolutely makes them uncomfortable and you're right to say it. In fact, it's 03's focus on the suffering begotten by the military and the relative centering of its racialized victims that spoils the fun for a lot of people.
[Because I have a pathological need to ramble for eternity, here's a readmore:]
Without fail most fans who hold Brotherhood and/or the fma manga up to be this dark, mature, incisive piece of entertainment will then levy the weight and severity of the topics they think mangahood adeptly tackles (lol) as a strike against the first anime adaptation. It's practically rote at this point.
They love dark stuff! Except when it's actually dark. Which is therefore too dark. And fma 2003 commits the sin of being dark in ways that the manga isn't, so it's obviously edgy fanfiction for immature sickos who rage against happiness and friendship. It's immature to like adaptations that depicts difficult topics, and genocide as a topic should be an inspiring romp with quirky pals! đ
It's very telling too. Because the way homunculi are created and societally and personally (mis)function in this version of the world is a mixture of horror storytelling and allegory (for the most hidden and reviled classes of people). It's dark! Certainly I've seen some people complain about the gore and blood associated with the homunculi, their appearances, and their actions. But that's not the truly petrifying darkness that 03 haters gripe the most about. Sometimes they even celebrate that specific element of the 2003 adaptation! No, it's as you said: the highlighted hideousness of the military and its imperialism is what makes them balk in revulsion.
How dare a show about real topics like genocide and fascism not bury the travesties under a thick layer of positive gusto! It should be dripping in sludgey shonen bravado, perhaps even carry the cutesy-kid friendly veneer akin to an 80s GI Joe cartoon instead. Make soldiers fun again! What's with all of this death and misery? Why are people being shown as rightfully disgusted by and against the State?! How come these characters can't overcome their idiosyncrasies, ideologies, and traumas to win the day?? Wait, our military guys aren't even being lauded for feeling sad and get everything they want as a reward??? Scar is willing to sacrifice himself for liberation and we're not fed some pap that helps us despise him and feel suitably smug and comfortable in our own privileged lives while he condemns our propensity for siding with soldiers? That's not right, Scar's a villain! Soldiers are honest good guys! Hold up, there's RAPE?! In my silly anime about imperialism?!!? UM?!
Time and again I find posts ranting about how the 03 writers "had no idea what to do with Scar, so they waste his entire character". Once I get over the initial offense that this causes me (lol), I'm left sitting here wondering what the fuck they're talking about. Did they even watch this show? How can anyone even so much as think this, when he's a pivotal character? And increasingly I have come to realize it's because he doesn't have that fuck-awful ~redemption arc~ (excuse me while I throw up) that everyone looooooooves in mangahood. It's because he would sooner obliterate every single Amestrian soldier across the land than renounce liberation and buddy up to the pigs. He dies accomplishing his greatest act of love for the survivors of genocide, but since these people turned their brains off as soon as "03 diverged from the manga" (which the show does from episode 01 but don't let that get in the way of their manga-purity) they think the Liore arc is random happenstance, with no rhyme or reason, and Scar is still a """""""villain""""""" AND he dies (character deaths always means you wasted a character btw), so therefore fma 2003 is pointless darkness that spits on Arakawa personally.
Never gonna forget the posts that gripe about Scar being "disrespected" in 03 because he... dies on the ground. Guess we're throwing context and analysis to the wind and just misrepresenting scenes for cheap points. Better to make Scar feel like human garbage because he killed genociders! Now THAT'S respectful!
People don't like it when a character dies for their principles and is lauded by the narrative for it too. All of this is too much for the enlightened mangahood purist! It paints such a dire image of what the colonized have to do to push back against their colonizers! Can't we all just get along (and both-sides the invasion of Ishbal)?
Guess there aren't enough tone-annihilating chibi gags interspersed between every other shot of Ishbalans being rounded up into prison vehicles by Mustang and Riza to assuage viewers that all is well, actually. Concentration camps are total bummers. Aren't the Ishbalans supposed to be living tranquil, idyllic lives in the slums ala mangahood?
That's the other piece of the hate against 03: that it doesn't mercilessly break the melancholic, tragic, violent, and ethical/philosophical tones and quandaries with incessant jokes. The majority of the time, you are meant to stew in it, ask yourself hard questions too, while peeling away some of the mysteries presented and seeing how multiple factors play into the actions and circumstances of these characters. None of these factors absolve anything, they are merely another string in the show's web. Levity is mostly sparing. It does exist! Mostly in the earlier eps, with the odd palette cleanser in the middle of the show. But it's hardly as over the top as your average Brotherhood episode, which is incessantly brimming with jokes, gags, chibi/cartoon style shifts, quips, and buddy-buddy comradery, over and over forever. Are we even beginning to feel the tendril of despair from something that happened in Broho? Nope no worries, here's a goofy-whatever suddenly thrown at the viewer 3 seconds into any emotional state that is less than hopeful and cheery.
are the mature themes in the room with us??
The mature themes are dressed like low rent clowns who forgot their props, but I'm meant to play along like it's a mastercraft of artistic expression.
We could contrast 03's depictions of imperialism vs mangahood's, but I want to highlight a different, prime example of how paperthin Brotherhood's darkness is:
Ed and Al's human transmutation.
This moment in 03 has long lasting effects beyond what it did to the Elric brothers' bodies, with this act having created a tortured and exploited entity who can only envision escaping the pain by obtaining retribution against them. Ed lives in denial for as long as he can, until he's run up against a wall and has to dig up Trisha's grave. He has to kill his creation using a stolen piece of his mother's remains. Is this doppleganger truly his mother? Can she ever forgive him? Does he have the right to take an unlife just because he forced her into being, and abandoned her? He will grapple with that for the rest of his life, while having nearly torn his relationship to Al apart in the process. And for his own sake, he will dehumanize homunculi in order to survive his ever growing pain.
Meanwhile, in mangahood? Well, here's this heavy moment where Ed tells Pinako that he's going to face what he did and dig up the body he transmuted buried under the burned house. Things are tense. The mood is almost suffocating, the sky dark, the sound of dirt being shovelled almost sickening. Ed throws up, Pinako trying to help him persevere. He hits something. There's hair. He holds up these spare strands, looking shaken. This isn't his mother's hair? Oh thank goodness, he never harmed mom. In fact, what he transmuted was an empty fucked-up vessel that Al's soul briefly wiggled around in. Phew! Alright awesome, we're all good and all doubts have been wiped away. Mommy wasn't desecrated after all! Here's Trisha's soul later on being so super proud of her boys. Yippee!
So dark mangahood! What the hell was 03's problem tho? /s
Anti-03 posts can sometimes be fun if you're a jackass like me, because I can't help but feel like a smug dirtbag when someone admits to how hard they cried after watching the show- someone even admitted that's why they hate 03! It hurt too much. So odd to see this framed as a negative. I love the hurt. I love when a story challenges you, doesn't make it go down easy, when it has the guts to admit to the hideousness of what was intended to be taken for granted in other contemporaneous media.
I understand that having such emotional overflow and the weight of sadness can be very difficult for some folks. Sometimes you might not even be in the mood for it. But you would think that a show producing feelings of sorrow was a grand affront according to these more aggrieved critics. It's practically an insult to them! Yet when Brotherhood (somehow) renders people to tears, it's a plus. Guess Broho over-plays its saccharine assurances, so that the tears feel cathartic rather than challenging.
Although I have my opinions on the wealth of coddling stories, toothless entertainment, and all the propaganda barely hidden within so much of it; I don't necessarily look down on some people wanting more gentle or alleviating stories. Positivity is not a grievous need, nor am I immune from generally needing some form of it too. However I do think it ridiculous how desperately people in relatively powerful nations want stories about genocide that make them both feel as though they are baring witness to the darkness of the world (a reassuring pantomime to turn your brain off to), while still so sanitized and airy that it soothes their anxieties and ensures them that they shouldn't have to look in the mirror even once. If people simply liked Brotherhood because they like shonen battles or teenagers being friends or some shit, then at least it would be a more honest appraisal of what Brotherhood adequately offers.
However the repeated assertions that it's a mature story or has any aplomb to its surface-level use of challenging themes is comical. Alongside hailing Brotherhood as an anti-racist, anti-military story, but I've harped on about that hypocrisy more than enough times. We know the drill.
I just can't take this specific criticism against 03 seriously. Not because 03 is beyond critique, or that people can't be indifferent to it or dislike it, but it's a hell of a farce to boo it for the same reasons they claim to adore mangahood. They want a "brave noble soldier who solves everything" story. A fluffy copaganda battle anime with none of the ugliness of militarism from the viewpoint of its victims. That's it.
#though both shows are targetted at teens only one of them wears the kiddy gloves for the entirety of its duration#and that's the one that everyone swears is so heartrending and tragic#03 is just mean đĽ´#militaries should be fun and wholesome! genocide victims should be placid benefactors for the goals of the military dudes!#ask#vent#meta#(kinda)#fma 03#fmab#quality ask btw i agree with everything
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Here to chime in why I personally like Komamiki too!
I think I'm in the minority here, because I didn't start shipping this ship by seeing art or fanfiction for it; I started shipping it while playing the game, way back in 2015. In fact, I can pinpoint the exact moment I fell in love with the ship- Mikan's very first introduction! "We'll wait forever if that's what it takes," Nagito said with infinite patience for our poor little nurse, and from that moment I was sold! He even defended her from Hajime (even if that was unnecessary because Hajime wasn't actually bullying her) which is something we don't see a lot in the series (Mikan being defended from bullies). In fact, the only people I can remember off of the top of my head that do this other than Nagito is Imposter (scolding/redirecting Hiyoko), Peko (scolding/redirecting both Hiyoko and Fuyuhiko iirc), Akane (defending her at the trial from what Akane perceived as bullying - though in this case wasn't), and Mahiru (scolding Ibuki when she wanted her to take pictures of Mikan in a compromising position). I want to say Hajime did some mild defending here and there too, but I can't think of a specific instance. And that's about it. (There might be more instances in DR3, but I don't have that anywhere near memorized so I can't remember off hand.) She doesn't have a lot of people going to bat for her, so any inclination to defend her is something I'm going to zoom in on.
(Nagito in general seems to defend the girls a lot, which I appreciate- specifically from Teruteru. Which is why when people portray him as a creep, I can't get behind it at all. He's definitely portrayed in a fan service-y way, especially in Another Episode, but in SDR2 he constantly defends the girls from Teruteru's advances. Being sexual does not automatically equal being a creep, and I think at times there's this weird purity culture in how some people portray Nagito. Yes, I admit, his obsession with Ultimate's is maladaptive and I wouldn't deny an interpretation that there's messy, sexual feelings tied up in that obsession, but it's also a trauma response and at no point does he push for his "love" to be anything but "wholly one sided". He actually says exactly that in trial one. He grosses people out, sure, but I don't think he's actively doing something wrong in that sense; again, it's a maladaptive coping mechanism and more a result of his trauma than anything, and he never tries to enforce any overtly sexual feelings onto others. Being weirded out by the fetish-y way Nagito precieves the Ultimate's is perfectly understandable for the characters in universe, but I don't think Nagito is a creep for feelings he never pushes onto others. Now, he will push his ideology onto others, but that's a seperate matter.)
In this first interaction with Mikan, we see Nagito be patient and kind to her. We see him defend her. We see him trying to meet her where she's at. That's what got me hooked on this ship, and all the little interactions they had just kept me going.
For example, Mikan is the one to defend Nagito in trial one; this is because she doesn't want to die/doesn't want everyone else to die, but I think it says something that she was able to look past Nagito's "I'm crazy and evil" routine/facade and actually consider the evidence. Something that only Hajime and Chiaki have been shown to be willing to do (both in chapter 1 and in chapter 5). Everyone else dismisses Nagito as "crazy" and doesn't even try to understand him from there.
Then there's how Mikan is one of the only ones to care that Nagito is sick in chapter 3. She outright says that she will do everything she can for him, lamenting the fact that he's in this situation. She shows real care for him there- or at least, more care than most of the other characters. Hajime and Mikan very much seem to be the only ones overtly concerned about Nagito (and maybe Chiaki? She kind of just seemed worried for everyone, which is more than a lot of the characters again, but only Hajime and Mikan expressed specific concern for Nagito).
We even have Nagito talking about a hypothetical scenario of falling in love with a nurse in his FTEs. Sure, his FTEs are definitely very Komahina coded (especially that last confession one), but who are you going to think of in this game when Nagito says nurse if not the Ultimate one?
(There's also the fact that they're both outcasted by the group to different extents, and they both self deprecate in different ways and want to feel useful/needed whoch plays really well on each other. Their struggles come from similar places, which is also the appeal, at least for me, with Komahina, too.)
But then we get to trial 3. Which was my personal Armageddon when I first played, as Mikan was my favorite character, and I was already shipping komamiki by that point. This is where I have to admit, I understand the "Nagito and Mikan are worsties" agenda. As it is one I would say I'm even a fan of. What we see in trial 3 is nastiness between the two of them, and, imo, gives a real sense of what they were like in despair.
But since when does a ship having a dark side mean it's inherently a bad ship? For one thing, exploring the more messed up dynamic can be fun and interesting. I think part of why Nagito was so cold to Mikan is because, deep in his heart, he truly expected better from her. And I think Mikan responded to that with nastiness because it felt like a rejection. That nastiness isn't indicative of them having not cared about each other, but the opposite; where they both cared and then felt betrayed by that care.
I think exploring this mix of hate and fondness can be super interesting! In my view, Mikan and Nagito are more frienemies than enemies, even at their worst. I get the real sense that Mikan resented how accepting Nagito was, when he was in the same situation as her- both not being accepted/"forgiven". Add Junko into the mix, and you got toxic pettiness and jealousy abound. That's what Junko does, you know? Turn you against each other, isolate you, make you fight over her attention, have you only be united in the fact that you both worship her. That's how she functions.
Then, for Nagito's side... deep down he's always resented talent, as we know from 2.5. He's always been desperately coping with his luck, his talentlessness aside from that luck, and the extreme despair he's experienced from both of those things. He's been conditioned in a society that views him as lesser- just like Hajime, for that matter. But deep down, he truly resents talent. Having the Ultimates, who he was always told by society were so much better than him, who he believed were so much better than him, fall to despair? That would mess him up.
Because again- he expected better from them. And from, specifically, Mikan. The first person to betray his ideals of hope and talent. A part of him will be forever changed by her betrayal. Because how can you keep faith that talent is hope when the very talent around you fell into despair?
(There's also the dynamic of Nagito being chronically ill and Mikan being a nurse who specifically likes power over people. I do see how that could get toxic in the right environment; which again, can be an interesting angle to explore, honestly. I could see a universe where Mikan is attracted to Nagito specifically because he's sick and needs her. Especially if he was her actual patient, which adds even more power dynamic to the whole thing. Both Nagito and Mikan have control issues and those issues can be shaken until the whole bottle pops.)
But all of these problems, post canon? You know what they are? An interesting conflict. Working through these problems post canon is just as interesting as exacerbating them in despair. There's a dark side to this relationship, but that's okay, because with effort and time, those cracks and hurts can heal. The whole theme of SDR2 is redemption! Second chances! And that's true for these two, too. And I think it can be true for their relationship.
I do think with proper care and consideration, these problems can be solved and healed from, and a truly sweet relationship can blossom.
I think komamiki in general is an interesting ship. One that can be healthy or toxic depending on the situation/circumstances of it, but in a way that only makes them more fascinating to consider for me. Fluffy dynamics are cute! But what really draws me to a ship is when you can have variety. When different characterization in different situations can vastly change how the ship plays out. I like the option to choose, to explore those different dynamics, all the ways things could have gone. And that's what komamiki gives me! For a while, it was my favorite DR ship, and though it's been beaten out by others now, it still holds a special place in my heart.
Hii so Iâm new here and havenât touched danganronpa in years, so Iâm just curious as to what got you into komamiki? My mind is blown whenever I see a ship thatâs not implied in canon, so seeing your art was like woah!!!! And I just like getting people to infodump about stuff they love đ
Thanks a lot for the question, anon! This is gonna be a long post, be prepared
In fact, I remember very poorly the moment when I got involved in this pairing. As I understand it, I saw one piece of art and just fell in love with this couple? That is, my brain clicked and was like, "Listen, I like it, there's something in this!"
If you still asking "why" I liked this pairing, then the main reason is an interesting dynamic. Yes, yes, komamiki haters, I know about the ending of the third trial and that these two "hate each other" (as they usually write). But... Isn't there a special charm in this? Has the path from hate to love stopped being a thing? I mean, at the end of the trial, it was shown how well Mikan caught Nagito's weakness. She could have left him speechless with a precise phrase. She understood Nagito.
Isn't there some spice in the fact that you are best understood by the person you dislike now? And everyone you admire didn't even try to understand you?? (yes, Hajime tried in free-time events. I know, I don't deny it. Just for now we are talking about the main plot).
Of course, I can think too much like any other fan of any other pairing. But this dynamic is driving me crazy!
It gives me pleasure to reflect on how difficult it would be for komamiki to restore a neutral relationship to begin with after the events of the game. And it's going to be difficult, as it's going to be difficult for all the killers and victims to talk about what happened, you know? And the difficulties are â¨interestingâ¨.
What I also like about komamiki is that they are two broken people who can understand each other. They both need psychological (and not only) help, okay?? But in this path of recovery, they can become each other's support.
Mikan is emotional, reads the general atmosphere and someone else's mood very easily, worries a lot. Nagito is actually more detached and calm (unless we're talking about hope-). He knows how to show the emotions needed at the moment, but he does not always read the general atmosphere (and does not always consider it necessary, he is on his own mind). In total, we have two broken people, one is very emotional and reads people well, and the second is calm, which adjusts to the mood of people. And both have low self-esteem and are very, let's call it, helpful. "I will do anything, just don't hate me!" and "I will do everything to become your stepping stone to hope!"
At the same time, they can learn a lot from each other and take care of each other. Mikan, of course, as a nurse. I like to think too much that she put all her strength into Nagito's life after him waking up from the New World Program. Komaeda, in turn, is sharp-tongued, and can protect his emotional girlfriend from unwanted comments verbally. He also knows how to express admiration, I think such words won't hurt Mikan. Tsumiki can also express in words and actions the importance of Nagito's life to her. Uh, a mutual aid circle??
Will such a relationship be difficult? OF COURSE, absolutely. But do you really think that any relationship does not involve difficulties? Including healthy relationships, which are being talked about a lot now? Like, guys, psychologists identify the crisis stages that ANY married couple goes through. The question is not what kind of problems are in the relationship, but how they will be solved. But I got off the subject.
If I think again about the post-canon, then I am hooked by the idea that the Class 77 will become the world's enemy. Not without reason, let's be honest. But, you see, there is no one left in their world who would accept them, except classmates (no, Makoto, don't look at me like that-). "In this world, we only have each other." Isn't this a bit dramatic, tragic and romantic?! (tragic for the most part, but we love it here)
Uh, I think this post is already quite long, it's worth taking stock. I love komamiki, I see an interesting, complex dynamic between them. Most of the time I draw them cute, gentle, romantic, well, because I like to draw them like that. I'm interested in thinking about their relationship, but drawing all sorts of cute things gives me peace of mind. Thanks again for the question, anon! It's always a joy to talk about your favorite couple^^
#meta#my content#mod talks#dealers choice#mikan tsumiki#nagito komaeda f/m ships#nagito komaeda#reblog#komamiki
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itâs actually so wild to me that this fairly quirky YA type show gave both of its main characters deaths that can, in one way or another, solidly be considered hate crimes. they were both flat out murdered as a result of being A) gay and effeminate or B) brown (south asian, specifically) and you could argue whether or not those kids thought of it that way in the moment or whatever but the bottom line is that they would not have been in the situations that killed them if they werenât of their respective minorities. like legitimately that is a ballsy choice for this kind of netflix show, let alone for the two Main Characters, and i respect it big time
#rambling#i think about this a lot#you could brush charlesâ off as a hate crime by proxy since it was in response to him Stopping a hate crime#but that would be stupid. like you think what happened to him wouldâve happened if he was white? doubtful#as a mixed person the way i see it is that in that moment- when he protected that pakistani kid- he went from being tolerated#by being/acting just white enough and with enough other jock traits to sort of fit in amongst them#to all at once proving to them that no- he is in fact The Other. he isnât one of us heâs one of Them.#and as such what happened to him wouldâve been a bonafide hate crime. even if they were to give an excuse like âhe got in our wayâ or âhe#made a fool out of usâ or whatever else. even if those boys didnât fully UNDERSTAND the racism in their own intentions/actions#it still would be. because that would not have happened to a white boy. period#anyway. genuinely fascinating choice they made with the way they presented his death- especially considering it was not#remotely similar in the comics. neither of them had the hate crime aspect going on really up til yockeyâs narrative choices#so props to him. manâs got balls#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#edit: I will say that I donât think the boys in edwinâs case technically murdered him nor would I call them murderers#because I canât imagine a single one of them actually thought that ritual was gonna do anything more than make him piss himself#it was still hate-based bullying. like they still absolutely did what they did because heâs visibly effeminate and easily clickable#and all in all: gay. but when I say edwin was murdered I donât really mean by those boys. I mean those boys dragged him into the situation#(kicking and screaming) that GOT him murdered by a demon. and he would not have been in that position if not for being gay.#Iâll say it again because last time I talked about this someone got real pissy in my inbox: I am not excusing the actions of the boys that#got him killed nor am I saying what they did wasnât based in homophobia. i am just clarifying that they didnât intend on killing anyone or#think whatsoever that someone getting killed was even a possibility (as opposed to charlesâ killers who definitely had to have thought he#could be killed even if that might not have been the premeditated goal of every boy involved)#but the fact that edwin was ultimately intentionally killed by a demon counts as murder to me#someone killed him on purpose. thatâs murder#the demon probably didnât give a shit about this human teenagerâs sexuality but regardless he ended up there for being gay.#so. just. a clarification
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...... If I went on a hiatus for who knows how long again would y'all hate me....... đđ
#i just spent like an hour writing and rewriting a post trying to explain myself amd its just so hard to put into words#im bored here but not in a ew not enough content for the dopamine hit shit#in like a every time i scroll through I dont smile I dont see anything that makes me happy at all i dont get a laugh or anything#its just mindless brain rotting scrolling nothing wasting my time hoping maybe ill see a new artist to follow or something#and every time its nothing#so much nothing taking up so much of my time and space in my life and i already dont have a lot of time to begin with#ive made some awesome friends here ive had lovers from here ive had people who are no longer on this earth from here who ill never forget#i dont think ive really enjoyed anything on here in 7 years#ive left before for a really long time i think like a year or more or something#and i wont be totally unreachable of people message me ill respond but im so sick of this stupid app taking up my life#and all i ever get out of it is getting mad or getting depressed over shit that really is t worth my mental state over#all i ever feel on here is that the world fuckin sucks and theres not even anything here to make hanging around worth it#im not new to this site making me suicidal for an abundance of reasons and im luckily in a spot where i wont actually hurt myself#its just ideation and intrusive thoughts but its a pattern i cant keep ignoring#also im old tumblr im old tumblr and i think i will always be old tumblr im just not catching on to new shit anymore#the fact im even saying anything about a hiatus should show how pld tumblr i am no one does this anymore lol#i just don't want to be here anymore i dont really want to be anywhere online anymore tbh#its always something and i cant mentally keep up with it anymore i have too much going on in my life#my wife is having cancer removed on Tuesday im a lead teacher who has to take care of i think 8 babies now#i have problems i have actual problems that need me and need me to be as there as i can be#i cant be spiraling over stuff online on top of real world problems im in no position to do anything about on top of personal life problems#that are drastically affecting my life at home and hurting my family and loved ones#i have a mass in my thyroid which is so big i choke to the point i stop breathing if I dont have my meds i throw up all day#i have to see a neurologist because at best i have a pinched nerve at worst im having seizures and i might have to move states again#i dont have it in me to come on here and see stuff that makes me upset for the chance i might see something i like#and i can unfollow people and whatever but I dont have the energy or time to sift through people i follow on here#if you want to talk in dms or asks or you want to send me posts pls by all means continue to do so thats fine#but i think i need to take the app out of my line of sight again for a bit and just be in the moment again same with twitter#anyways i love yall i promise i am safe and not in harms way im just stressed af and i have got to start cutting things out that#arent doing anything other then making me miserable
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I â NOT YET // When a guy in the club tries to assault you, you ask a random stranger to pretend to be your boyfriend. Little that you know that out of all people, you chose a mob boss.
contents: smut, mafia!au, briefly mentioned assault and tiny bit of violence, Sukuna (yeah, I consider him a warning), reader discretion is advised â 2,7k words
a/n: mada... mada mada~ the very second I heard this menace toying with Panda, Kusakabe and the rest in Shibuya, not allowing them to move unless he say so - my head went straight to the idea of him playing the same game in bed.
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Sukuna never had to get used to being interrupted. Never. Anytime it happened in the past, all he had to do was to glance at the person and it usually got the message across. His gaze has enough power in it to quickly inform the intruder why invading his personal space or cutting him half-sentence is a damn bad idea. One look from him usually was enough to make anyone reconsider if they really want some problems. Sukuna had his eyes trained to be sharp and cold, his body strong and intimidating and his aura dangerous. He spent years building his reputation, earning a position in his world that now guaranteed him calm.
Now everyone and their mothers know that heâs not the one to cross paths with. Heâs a VIP, heâs allowed everywhere and he has no qualms about killing someone. Ryomen Sukuna is a brand, heâs a threat, heâs untouchable, invincible. No one in the right mind would ever try to start anything with him at this point. Thatâs why, when he tried to relax in one of many clubs that he owns in Tokyo, he couldnât believe someone had the guts to push onto him at the bar.
âHey, sorry, can you please pretend to be my boyfriend for a second?â, he heard near his ear and following the sound and the soft tug on his elbow, he turned his head towards you. Lucky girl, he thought while quickly assessing the view. You were too god damn pretty to be killed, looking at him with those pleading eyes that glistened in the harsh artificial lights. You were visibly scared of something, or someone, and oddly enough it wasnât him who brought you to the verge of tears.
âYour boyfriend, huh?â, he mused, allowing his eyes to trail down your figure. The dress you had on left little to imagination and yet he wished to tear it off to see more of you. It hugged the shapes of your body perfectly and the silky fabric betrayed the lack of bra underneath. You were attractive, but clearly not smart enough to think twice before approaching a stranger.
âPlease, I beg you, this guyââ, you tried to explain, squeezing your perfectly manicured fingers around his veiny forearm, but your sentence was cut in half when a man grabbed you by the waist, pulling you away just a little and harshly pressing your back against the bar. Sukuna watched as you winced when your spine hit the edge of the wooden countertop, he watched for a moment how you tried to push the guy away. With no effect, you werenât strong enough to stand against him, you were trapped between the unwanted body and the furniture behind you, fighting the hungry hands that were groping your figure.
âNaoya, get off of meââ you tried, pushing his face away from where he was trying to suck a spot onto your neck.
âOh, shut up woman, I know you want it,â the blonde-ish idiot grinned, twisting your arm enough to make a space for himself. He wasnât bothered in the least with the fact he was trying to get between your legs in the very center of a club. Sukunaâs club.
Ryomen zeroed the whisky in his glass and got up from the chair. Usually, he would ignore situations like this. Other peopleâs problems were none of his business and he had enough his own things to take care of, to bother himself with anything else, but you. You were a problem he was willing to explore.
âZenin, huh?â, he asked, connecting the name he heard falling from your lips with the wannabe gangster he heard about many times before. There was a certain reputation tied to Naoyaâs name, mostly regarding his treatment of women but as long as he wasnât touching his women, Sukuna couldnât care less about this trash of a man. You definitely were not his woman. Yet.
âThe fuck you want, Iâm busy,â Zenin groaned, pulling his nasty mouth away from your shoulder for just a moment, only to shot a glare to the club owner.
âI can tell that youâre busy,â Ryomen grabbed one of Naoyaâs wrists. It wasnât looking like a hard grip, but the face of the blonde betrayed the sharp, bone-breaking pain he felt.
You felt some kind of relief when the stranger you just met stepped between you and your unwanted date. The large body of him towered above you completely, he was bigger than you thought when you approached his sitting form, but you couldnât think about it for too long when he dealt with Naoya so easily. Once the blonde was gone, he turned to you.
Your heart skipped few beats once you took the image in. The man was huge, way taller than you and built like a greek god. The sharp outlines of his muscled torso beautifully showed through the dark graphite dress shirt. Looking up, you could finally see his face clearly. His features were attractive, dangerous with the black tattooed lines around them. He could easily be a gangster or something.
âT-thank you,â you spoke finally, snapping out from the initial impression of him. He was a red flag, you knew that. If not for the circumstance, youâd probably be the first to run away from him. He was hot. An absolute smokeshow, but he was certainly bad news.
âWas he your date?â, he asked, pulling a chair that he was sitting on previously and twisting it to position, before his large hands landed on your hips. There was no effort whatsoever when he lifted you and sat you down on the seat. He opted to stand next to you.
âNo⌠I came here with a friend, but she left earlier. I was just about to leave as well, but this guy stopped me,â you sighed. âHe wouldnât let me go, I was afraid that heâll just walk after me to my home. Iâm sorry I interrupted you.â
âDonât apologize,â he said, pushing a strand of your hair behind your ear. The gesture in itself was soft, but you shivered underneath his touch nonetheless. You couldnât quite tell what made him so⌠scary. Was it his overwhelming frame? Or maybe the calm, distant demeanor? He had authority, he was expecting submission and when he was looking at you, you felt like a prey of him. Strangely, you were quite fine with that. You had no wish of doing anything with Naoya, but this man⌠he was different, he was interesting, he made you cross your legs just to feel any kind of pressure between your thighs. âYour name?â
âY/n,â you replied.
âY/n. Nice,â he gave it a soft nod and ordered two drinks. âRyomen is my name. Sukuna Ryomen. Memorize it.â
âSureâŚâ
At this moment, you had no guts to ask why was it important to imprint the name he told you into your brain, but it all became clear just barely two hours later. You couldnât exactly recall the moment Sukuna led you out of the club and into his car. There was something so enticing about his entire aura that made you lose your ability to think. He made you break every rule you ever had for yourself â to not talk with strangers, not go with them anywhere. Before that night you were doing exceptionally good in avoiding danger, you somehow slipped through your life up until that point without any major problems, but once you faced the problem, it was a big one.
The talk was good, it flowed easily and the menacing aura that Ryomen had all around him kept you interested. You had no idea that youâre attracted to bad boys, and maybe you were not exactly into school hooligans. Turned out, youâre aroused by the much worse kind â the kind that keeps a gun behind his belt, drinks pure whisky and makes people run away just by shooting them a glance. Yeah, that seems to be the kind of men you are into, because if there was any common sense left in you, youâd be out the door and running towards the safety of your dormitory. If there was any self-preservation instinct in you, youâd be probably anywhere else, rather than in here.
In the most luxurious house youâve ever seen, not to mention been inside of; somewhere in the outskirts of Tokyo where you were not even sure how you can get back to your home from there. If you were just a little smarter, youâd for sure be in your own bed right now and not on the dark leather couch, with your silky dress scrunched up around your waist and your underwear torn to pieces and laying on the floor. If you had more braincells, maybe you wouldnât be bouncing on that strangerâs dick right now, gripping onto his muscular shoulders as one of his large hands kept your hip in a dead grip, leading your moves up and down his girthy length and the other one tightly squeezed around the back of your neck, from where he was keeping his head close so he could kiss you so hungrily it took your breath away. But thatâs just where you were. And you wouldnât change a thing.
He felt so goddamn good, filling your tight hole to the very brim, stretching you to the point of delirium and he wasnât even fully in yet. His moves were aggressive and yet sensual; he made you feel small even if it was you who was on top of him. You had no control, he made it clear with the way he was holding you and every time you tried to dominate him in any way, he quickly showed you your place back. Maybe later, heâll let you have your way with him, but now, he was in charge.
âThink you can take all of me?â He asked against the delicate skin of your neck, now painted in red and purple marks he nibbed onto it. You could feel him grinning at the way you squeezed your little hands on his clothed biceps. He got you all exposed and yet he only allowed you to free his dick; his shirt was still buttoned up, his pants were still on his legs. There was a certain dominance shown in the way he got you all naked on top of his suit.
âN-no,â you breathed out, âtoo big.â
âOh, Iâm sure you can.â Sukuna doesnât exactly accept no as an answer and he for sure gave you enough time to accommodate to his size. âYouâll take it and thank me for it, yeah?â
âYes,â was all you could mumble, before both of his large hands landed on your hips. The iron grip, you were sure, was going to bruise you but now, it felt grounding in a way.
âGood girl,â he praised, his purr vibrated against your skin as he sucked yet another mark along your collarbone. It distracted you for a moment before he pushed your pelvis even lower, fully bottoming into you. Your clit made a contact with his lower belly, the harsh brush of his skin against the swollen bud making you moan louder than you were meaning to. You felt like all of your organs were moved out of the way just to make more space for his dick and Sukuna couldnât be more satisfied by the way you took him in. âSee? As if you were made to take this cock.â
Something incoherent left your mouth, a tear stained your cheek and the man was happy to lick it away, tasting the saltiness before he bucked his hips up, keeping yours in place. He took full control, thrusting into you with all the power he had in his muscular body and you held onto his shoulders with your little hands. The filthy, wet sounds were filling the interiors, bouncing off the walls and mixing with all of the whines and whimpers that were leaving your lips. Some grunts added to the melody, but you barely heard any of it, too consumed by the exploding pleasure between your legs.
Sukunaâs name was leaving your mouth like a prayer, you felt so close, you felt like falling and you had no intention to stop. The man grinned, licking a long stroke along your throat, his tongue curling upwards as it reached the tip of your chin. The taste of your skin felt intoxicating to him, he wanted to devour you whole, to keep all for himself.
âYou wanna cum, huh?â His voice was taunting. âYouâre clenching around me so fucking hard, youâre gonna milk me as well.â
âYes, yes, please,â you near damn begged, chasing the bliss that you could almost taste on your tongue right now. It filled all of your body cells, rushed through your veins in ecstatic waves of lust.
âNot yet,â he ordered and it felt almost painful to force yourself back from the state of climax. You could tell he was playing with you, toying with his dominance, reminding you that itâs him who pulls the strings in here. And yet, he was still rutting into you, his movements completely different to what he was saying, he was fucking you like he wanted you to cum in that very moment. âStill not yet,â he teased, feeling your little fingers digging onto his shoulders, your manicured nails nearly making holes in his shirt as your eyes fell shut.
âOh god, Ryomen, please,â you whined. Your thighs were shaking, your spine arching and the incredible tension below your stomach threatened to burst any second now.
âNow,â he ordered and just like that, all inside of you snapped. You came all over his dick, and you came hard. It felt like nothing youâve ever experienced, like you were suddenly shot into another dimension and if not for the way he sped up his movements, youâd probably just get lost in the lustful feeling. Ryomen came just few moments after you, wrapping his arms around your waist and painting your walls white. You felt him throbbing, spasming inside of you, the hot seed gushed out of you as he was pumping it in, staining your thighs and the bottom of his black shirt. Then he pushed you down, fully onto his cock, plugging the way out for his cum.
You found his lips, swallowing his quickened breath as you kissed him with desire and he gave in, quickly dominating the kiss. You were tired, the muscles in your legs were burning from the intense exercise, but you couldnât shake off the feeling of still wanting more. He made you hungry, he made you unsatiated and you were sure, you wonât be able to recognize yourself after youâre done with him. You were never such a greedy lover but frankly, you never had a chance to feel that good with anyone. The boys youâve been with had no skills and if not for the orgasms you gave yourself with your fingers, no one else ever brought you over the edge like Sukuna.
âCan you undress?â You asked him, your lips brushing against his as you mouthed the question and he chased your kiss with his head, grabbing your lower lip between his teeth. There was a certain expression painted all over his dangerously handsome features, the menacing aura amplified as he took his sweet time before replying.
âI can undress,â he began, yet there was a but hanging in the air. He had conditions and you were open to hear them. âIâll give you two options, little kitten. Wanna hear âem?â
âYes.â
âI wonât undress. You can pull yourself together and I can drive you back to your home now. But I can also take the suit off, carry you to my bed. Then youâll stay with me till morning, but donât have any hopes for a calm sleep, no. The night will be as filthy as it can get. Youâll be sore tomorrow, most likely exhausted.â
You blinked hearing the options. It was clear as day, stop there or continue? You knew the answer already, your body decided for you even before he came up with an offer.
âWill you drive me home as well if I pick the second option?â
âOf course.â
âThen letâs get you naked.â
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I've got some great fuckin news
Once again got a bee in my bonnet to spend a night doing obscure fandom research to make a point, so. For all those people who keep making the annoying, "Tim keeps '''stealing'' other peoples' names" comments -- have a table.
Everyone with a check mark has used that codename at some point in DC's 80+ year continuity -- Elseworlds and alternate dimensions/timelines count, adaptations (movies, video games, cartoons, etc.) don't unless they've got comic book tie-ins, and neither do in-universe dream sequences/illusions/fantasies/other narrative elements that are objectively "not real" within the boundaries of the fiction.
A purple marker indicates an element that only applies in Elseworlds or alternate timelines. Yellow is for the originator of the legacy title. Star symbol is for borderline cases/extenuating circumstances/it's open to interpretation (with some further elaboration below).
The "other" column is just there to account for people who've held lesser or non-legacy titles, like Renegade, Wingman, Arkham Knight, Drake, Redbird, Talon, Deadman, Black Bat, Orphan and Catwoman.
Point being: the people who have actually gone through the most legacy titles in this family are Dick, Babs and Jason, tied with 5 each (again, not counting "other;" if we counted those separately Dick would've had by far the most). Tim is tied with Steph AND Helena Wayne, so unless you're whining about them "stealing other peoples' names" you're just wrong, and they're all only one higher than Damian, Carrie and Bruce.
This is a legacy family that passes their codenames up and down the inheritance line. It's what they do. It's not a legitimate criticism to level at one character and not the others. Please get over it.
EDIT: I realize after posting this that I missed some colors on the table, mostly with Babs' Elseworld only roles (Batwoman and Nightwing) but I'm too tired to go back and correct them; refer to the info below for more details.
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Further elaboration on some of the lesser known/niche cases:
- Bruce uses the Robin ID in Superman & Batman: Generations
- In the second half of Thrillkiller â62, Babs cuts her hair and dons the Robin costume worn by her deceased partner Dick to get revenge on his killer; however the only name ever used for her in the series is Batgirl
- Cassandra was a member of the Robins orphan gang from Dark Knights of Steel.
- Duke was a member of the We Are Robins gang, as well as the aforementioned DKS orphan gang, and has appeared as Robin in a couple of Elseworlds, including I believe a White Knight spin-off.
- Cass was Batwoman in one of the versions of the Titans Tomorrow, as was Bette Kane, depending on changes to the timeline.
- Babs is Batwoman in the Batman â66 comics and in the 1980 story âThe Secret Origin of Bruce (Superman) Wayneâ
- Earth-3 Steph is Batwoman in Young Justice 2019.
- Helena Wayne is Batwoman in the possible future story Last Rites
- Tim is a member of the Batgirls vigilante/little league baseball team in the DC Bombshells universe, as is Cullen Row. Some call them the âBatboysâ instead. I call those people cowards.
- Helena Bertinelli wore the costume that would later become Cassâs signature Batgirl look during No Manâs Land. However, she was more often referred to as âThe Batâ and her Batgirl status is up to individual interpretation.
- Dick didnât originate the Nightwing name, it started with Clark in the Silver Age.
- Steph has never been Nightwing. The panel where she appears in the costume is a Black Mercy illusion that happens only in her own mind. Itâs a dream sequence.
- Barbara was Nightwing in the Smallville Season 11 comics.
- Terry was briefly Nightwing in volume 4 of Batman Beyond.
- Damian briefly became Nightwing after accidentally killing Dick in the Injustice series.
- Dick is Oracle in the âEight Wonders of the Worldâ version of Earth 2 (aka the Black Superman dimension)
#batrant#I don't have to rant just to drop a great fic link but....the original post#in this house we love....tables. we love graphs. we love data and facts and autism#anyway becoming a Tim Drake fan is the worst thing that's ever happened to me send help#how come when other characters get misinterpreted they get Benefits or at least Shallow But Positive Caricatures#but I get 'tim is boring he's just there he doesn't do anything'#'tim is just a sexist asshole he's not even that good' 'tim is so pathetic he has beef with a 9 year old for literally no reason'#'tim is incapable of doing anything ever' 'tim is just a tiny bruce (derogatory)' 'tim deserves Every Bad Thing actually'#'tim is overrated' (where???) 'I see him everywhere' (sHOW ME WHERE...I WANT TO LIVE THERE) 'they make him too perfect' (I DOUBT IT)#'they make everyone coddle him' (maybe he Deserves It after getting Decades of NO CODDLING AT ALL)#'he doesn't have a Thing' (bitch he IS the thing) 'he stole everything from Dick' (Dick also 'Stole' shit from Tim#Robins literally share so much shit across media that some people don't know there's more than one)#(...cannot believe I read with my own eyes that DICK was the first Robin with pants.....IN KINGDOM COME.)#side note: Tim started calling his shit Redname BEFORE Dick became Red Robin. so I've decided that shit was always meant to be his :)#side side note: DAMIAN GOT NAMED AFTER TIM'S FUCKING CAR BUT WHO'S TALKING ABOUT THAT???#people think Tim's a self-insert but he has.....traits that are. definitely not something you would give a normal blank self-insert#like even from his Intro...were most comic readers little stalker freaks that wanted to travel alone to a hero's civilian home???#little weirdos that wanted to watch their heroes with binoculars?? and break into their old apartment to look for clues and steal shit??#did readers want to be the first and only Explicitly Unwanted But 'Needed' Robin that Defined just how Bad everyone was doing??#did they beg to be parentified and made responsible for grownass adults' violent outbursts despite not being Trapped in the situation???#were readers inserting themselves on That???? Tim sometimes has relatable shit Happen To Him but his Reactions.....#he is not a blank self-insert. he is not there to have a good cathartic time. he's there to suffer and be a punching bag.#also...I know it's Fanon that Tim stalked them Nightly (a fanon I will Always engage with god bless) but like#he Did get Concerningly Clear Close-ups of a Fast-Paced Fight for his 'first time'. he Did have info that he couldn't get from the news.#he Did have a concerning amount of ease with crossing state lines alone to 'follow' Dick Grayson.#and he was sure fuckin quick on that shutter button for someone who had No interest in photography/Never Once stalked his heroes up close.#I don't necessarily think he got rescued by Jason or eavesdropped on a bunch of important events or anything but like...I just think.#he lived in Multiple Residences within Gotham. not in Bristol. he didn't have to bike anywhere to see them. I'm just fuckin saying.
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đ starring. Jeon Wonwoo x afab!Reader
đŽ preview. You grasp at the blanket on his bed, writhing beneath him while he licks and sucks and- fuck, he just knows you so well- thereâs no need for direction, no awkward moments of exploration, he just⌠he knows what to do, and it drives you wild. Youâre completely in the moment, experiencing a raw pleasure youâve only ever read about in erotica.
tw/cw. Unprotected sex, breast worship, pussy eating, overstimulation, dirty talk, praise, multiple sex positions, multiple reader orgasms, cumming together, dry humping, foreplay, slight corruption kink, etc⌠I pet names: (hers) sweetheart.Â
đš rating. 18+ explicit I wc. 8.7k
đ aus. uni/frat au, Halloween, supernatural/demon au, etcâŚ
âď¸ mlist + an.  Happy Halloween!
One: her
If it werenât for the fact that youâre in the middle of a library, you might just scream. You know your workload increases with each year youâre in university, but thereâs something sinister about the amount of book-related essays you have right before Halloween.
Youâre doing your best to focus, and youâve read the entirety of the âFrankensteinâ book that youâre supposed to be analyzing, but you just canât find words.
A massive sigh escapes you, and your best friend, Hwasa, casts you a sideways glance. âYou good, babes?â she asks.
âI just- I canât do this,â you groan. âItâs a completely open ended prompt- I could write about anything I want to, and all things considered, five thousand words isnât the longest essay ever- but, damn, I seriously canât think right now.â
She nods sympathetically. âDo you really think youâre at rock bottom on this?â
âI donât see how I could go any lower.â
âOkay, well,â she scoots her chair closer to you, her voice lowering, âi wouldnât suggest this otherwise, but uh- have you ever thought about contacting the Sigma Veta Tau demon?â
âThe what?â you stare at her blankly.
âOf course you wouldnât know about him, youâre a goody goody,â Hwasa sighs. âBasically, thereâs this guy in the SVT frat who makes deals and does your work for you.â
âWhatâs this have to do with being a demon?â
âIâm pretty sure thatâs just a weird myth- basically, this guy helped me with an essay last year worth thirty percent of my grade. All he asked for was a family heirloom, and I think itâs his weird choice of price for favours that get him the whole âdemonâ thing cuz he doesnât usually ask for money like other dudes who write your papers would.â
âHow did you do? On the essay?â you ask.
âGot an A. He doesnât overdo it, he does enough to get you a good grade but not so good itâs obvious you didnât do the work.â
âSo⌠is he an actual demon, or?â You cock your head to the side, trying to understand the whole demon relevance.
âNah, like I said, heâs just some hot nerd who wrote my essay. It wasnât sketchy at all.â
âAnd he does this for a lot of people?â
âIâve heard about a few. I know his friend Dokyeom was close to failing his Kinesiology course and somehow Wonwoo did his final exam for him and helped him pass.â
You let out a small laugh. Youâre familiar with the Sigma Veta Tau frat, and DK is a well known figure there- getting someone to help him pass Kinesiology is very characteristic to the loud gym bro. âWait, but, how did Wonwoo pull it off? They ID you at the final exams, donât they?â
Hwasa shrugs. âI guess the dude pulls off miracles every once in a blue moon, maybe thatâs part of his âdemonicâ reputation.â
âAre we sure this a good idea?â you ask.
âMaking a deal with the Devil?â Hwasa clarifies. âOf course, what could go wrong?â
You laugh at her choice of words.Â
This Wonwoo guy definitely isnât the Devil⌠and even if he was, what would making a deal with him even really include?Â
Youâre skeptical to say the least, but looking back at your worn out book, and your laptop document open with zero words- you begin to wonder if maybe this Wonwoo guy is a good way to solve your current predicament.Â
Two:
Wonwoo quite enjoys living on campus. He loves the onslaught to his senses every time heâs out and about, mingling with university kids who have way too much on their plate. No one ever notices him, no one ever notices the things that are slightly⌠off about him, theyâre much too busy focusing on this weekâs term paper, or this weekâs quiz.
No, Wonwooâs extremely happy being exactly where he is. Heâs lounging in a coffee shop that connects to the book store, his eyes darting from person to person, assessing-
Thatâs when his gaze locks with someone familiar.
Hwasa had come to him last year, needing an essay completed. It had been one of Wonwooâs easier tasks, as heâs read the source material upwards of twenty times in his long life. Heâs seen her around campus a few times since then, but sheâs never approached him, not the way she is now.
âHi, Wonwoo!â Hwasa grins, demenour as bubbly as ever.Â
The frat boy simply nods, his gaze turning to assess you as you stand next to your friend.
âThis is y/n,â Hwasa introduces you. âSheâs actually struggling with an essay right now-â
âHate to hear about an academic struggle,â Wonwoo interrupts, âespecially while enjoying my coffee.â His eyes return to you again. âIf you ever need a tutor, you should swing by the frat.â
âI would appreciate that,â you nod, a little breathless.
Itâs clear thereâs something off about you too- your heard rate is going faster than the average rate, and youâre finding it difficult to meet his gaze.Â
Ah, things click in Wonwooâs head, this particular set of responses isnât something heâs unfamiliar with. Many girls react this way to him, getting âflustered,â as humans would say.
However, what is unfamiliar, is the way Wonwoo himself is reacting to it. He finds it cute, endearing in a way- as opposed to the annoyed feeling he usually gets when women are easily infatuated with him.
âHere,â Wonwoo breathes smoothly, picking up a pen from his notepad. âGive me your hand.â
Your gaze flickers to Hwasa for a moment, and then youâre reaching forward. Wonwoo grasps your wrist, enjoying the warmth of your skin and the way you jolt from his touch. He quickly writes his phone number down on your inner palm. âGive me a call about tutoring you sometime, we can discuss details then.â
âO-okay,â you nod, immediately taking your hand back when heâs finished, cradling it close to your chest.
âIf thatâs all you two have to say to me,â Wonwoo breathes, looking between you and Hwasa, âIâd love to get back to my coffee.â
Three:
âHey, Iâm at the frat, where are you?â you ask as you answer your best friendâs call. You feel so awkward just standing here, trying to look like you belong even though youâre sure you stand out in the all boys frat village.
âBabes, Iâm so sorry- Iâm at this study group and itâs going mega late, I didnât even realize the time and Iâm across campus-â
You let out a sigh. âAre you seriously going to make me do this alone?â
âYouâll be fine!â Hwasa assures you. âWonwoo wonât bite, itâs the daylight after all.â
She giggles, and you roll your eyes. Youâre still not sure how you feel about this whole âdemonâ thing, and youâd be lying if you said you werenât a little afraid to enter a fratboy den of wolves alone.
âYouâve got this,â Hwasa says again. âIf you need anything, just text me, and remember, I stalk your snapchat location so if anything happens-â
âYeah, yeah,â you sigh. âOkay, I can do this.â
âThatâs the spirit!âÂ
You hang up on Hwasa, taking a deep breath and turning to the front door. You approach cautiously, raising your hand and knocking three times.
It takes a couple of moments, but eventually, a man opens the door. You recougnize Jeonghan, heâs the frat presidentâs right hand man, a business major with a reputation for hitting on every girl he meets.
âWell, look who it is,â Jeonghan grins, leaning against the doorframe with his shoulder while he shovels some cereal into his mouth from the bowl in his hand.
Heâs in an oversized white shirt and sweatpants, youâd bet he hasnât been to classes today- and fuck it, he looks handsome, all the SVT men do.
âSorry, hi, Iâm here for Wonwoo, but I donât think weâve actually met,â you say awkwardly, holding out a hand.
Jeonghanâs gaze falls to your extended palm, and he chuckles. âWonwoo gets all the cute girls,â he says, moving away from the door frame to let you inside, âbut none of them ever stick around.â
âIâm here to study,â you try to explain.
âSure you are,â Jeonghan rolls his eyes. You follow him through the entryway living space, pausing as he heads back into the connected kitchen. âWonwooâs room is the third floor, first door on the left.â You stand there for a few moments, and Jeonghan cocks his head to the side. âYou have no clue where the stairs are, do you?âÂ
âNope.â
âThat door,â he points with his spoon. âDonât get lost.â
Heâs a bit of an odd one, and with a final thank you, you scurry away, following his directions past a door and up three flights of stairs. You pause outside the first room on the left, swallowing thickly before you knock.
âCome in!â Wonwooâs voice calls out.Â
Before you can push the door open, it opens by itself, and you half expect Wonwoo to be standing there- only to find him seated on his bed with a book in his hands.
Heâs in a black hoodie and matching sweatpants. His hood is up, but his dark curls are poking out, toying with the rims of glasses that set of the sharp angles of his face.Â
âWhat was your name again?â he asks.
âUh-â you cough. âY/N.â The door opening by itself had freaked you out, and you wonder how true the whole demon thing is- God, thatâs been on your mind a lot.
âCome in, relax, and tell me what I can do for you,â he instructs, using his foot to push out a chair near his bed.Â
You swallow thickly again, closing the door behind you and approaching. You take a seat, letting out a breath. âSo basically I have an essay on Frankenstein- have you read it?â
âOf course. Have you?â he counters.
âYeah, Iâve read it, but uh⌠anyways, itâs due on Halloween, which is two weeks away, and I have so many other essays to write-â
âWhatâs the topic?â
âOpen ended.â
âHow many words?â
âFive thousand.â
âThat doesnât seem very hard,â he muses with a grin, slotting a marker between his pages so he can rest his book on his chest, getting a better look at you.
âUsually it wouldnât be, but Iâm just blanking- I donât even know where to start.â You release a stressed breath. âSo I brought a family heirloom.â
Wonwoo just looks at you, the corners of his mouth twitching in amusement.
âHwasa said she paid you last time with her grandmotheârs broach?â you try to explain.
âMy price is different for everyone,â Wonwoo tells you, holding out a hand. âLetâs see what you brought.â
âItâs my auntâs.â You give the necklace to him. âShe got it to me to celebrate graduating highschool and getting into university.â
Wonwoo inspects the delicate silver chain, looking at the crescent moon charm with an opal in the middle. âItâs obviously valuable,â he says, handing it back to you, âbut I can tell itâs not very sentimental.â
âSoâŚâ you fidget with the necklace in your palm, âwhat do you want?â
Wonwooâs eyes begin to scan your form, and suddenly you feel very uncomfortable. Itâs as if heâs undressing you in his mind, and it makes you fidget in your seat. His gaze lands on your chest, and you fight the urge to cover your tits-
He sits up, reaching forward- You hold your breath as his fingers brush by your collar bones, too close to the swell of your breasts for your liking- and then heâs lifting your necklace, leaning even closer to inspect it.
You can feel his breath on your skin, and heâs so close- God, why is something as simple as this so erotic? Youâve dealt with pretty boys before, but thereâs something about a pretty, nerdy, dangerous boy-Â
âWhere did you get this?â he asks, thumb smoothing across the golden heart attached to the chain on your neck.
Itâs hard to find your voice, but after a moment, youâre able to respond. âIt was uh- it was from my last boyfriend.â
âAn ex?â His gaze lifts to you.
âYeah.â You can feel your skin heating.
âAnd you didnât get rid of it?â
âI figure I bought him a bunch of stuff while we were dating, pretty sure this was only fifty bucks or something, so I guess I thought I deserved to keep it.â
Wonwoo nods. You watch his gaze dip to your lips, just for a moment, and then heâs releasing your necklace and leaning back into his bed again. âThat will work.â
âIt will?â you ask in shock.
âUh huh. Thereâs a certain sort of sentimentality to it. Also⌠even though you say you kept it because you deserved it, buying him so many things or whatever, I think itâs a shame that a pretty girl like you is still holding onto something from the past, instead of looking at your future. Iâll take it off your hands, and you can progress now, with more than just your essay.â
You wonder what sort of motive Wonwoo has, what significance a necklace from your ex actually has on a man whoâs practically a stranger.
âOkay,â you murmur, reaching behind your throat to undo the clasp. âSo⌠how does this work now?â
âA five thousand word open ended essay on Mary Shelleyâs FrankensteinâŚâ Wonwoo takes his glasses off, wiping them with his hoodie. âI guess, you give me some time to think it through, I text you, and you come see me again.â
You watch the way he puts his spectacles back onto his face- itâs shocking how small, simple, mundane motions can be so beautiful when completed by a man like him.
âOkay,â you nod. âI guess⌠Iâll see you in a couple of days.â
âYou will,â he agrees. âBye for now.â
He relaxes against his pillows, lifting his book and immediately turning his attention to it.
You stand up and leave without another word, your heart racing in your chest.
Once youâre outside the frat house, you call Hwasa.Â
âSo how did it go?â she asks. âHe didnât kill you, so thatâs good news!â
âHe also didnât want the family heirloom,â you sigh.
âSo what did he want?â
âMy necklace, you know, the one from my ex.â
âThatâs weird, why would he want that?â
âHell if I know,â you groan. âHwasa⌠heâs not an actual demon, right?â
âOf course not!â she laughs.
You wish you were as certain as she is. Thereâs definitely something otherworldly about Jeon Wonwoo, and one of these days, youâre going to put your finger on exactly what is different about him from any other man youâve ever met.Â
Four:
Wonwoo is standing by his window, examining the necklace in his hand. Itâs such a simple little thing, but thereâs so much energy tied to it. Wonwoo can see the dark aura- a tie to a past that itâs clear youâd rather forget.
Usually, Wonwoo collects items with soul ties. Family heirlooms are the easiest, as theyâre connected to multiple people in different generations. When one of those people with a soul connection to the item dies, Wonwoo deams if theyâre a worthy enough spirit to take as payment for his favours.
In Hwasaâs case, both of her grandparents had died recently. The grandmother had gone first, followed quickly by the grandfather, and it was the older male that Wonwoo had chosen to take for himself. His soul had been dark, a signifier of the evil in his heart when heâd been on earth.
For a demon, Wonwoo actually likes humans. He only accepts contracts that allow him to collect on bad souls, souls that he deems worthy of eternal damnation.Â
Many of his kind have asked him why heâd chosen a university to call home, and in simple terms, itâs because at heart, Wonwoo has an erudite flecked soul. He loves learning, more than heâs ever loved being a demon.
He got to a point in his life where he figured, if he was going to be around forever, he might as well learn everything.
Besides all that, university is easy, students come to him, he hardly had to do any work. Students are always anxious, always busy and in need of support to get work done. They hardly think of the heirloom they pawned off to a frat boy in return for an essay or a test- and since Wonwoo waits for natural deaths to collect the souls tied to the items, thereâs no harm no fowl.
With all of this being said, Wonwooâs not used to taking an item like yours. There are only two souls tied to it, your own, and your ex boyfriendâs⌠Wonwoo knows which one heâll collect.
Heâs not sure why he feels protective of you⌠thereâs just something in your aura that calls to him, something he canât explain.Â
He knows that this job will be different, in more ways than one, but something inside of Wonwoo is ready for the change, after all, itâs been a very long time coming.
Five:
âYouâre back,â Jeonghan muses when he opens the door to the frat for you. âThatâs a first.â
âHi,â you say meekly, forcing a smile. Youâre still not sure how you feel about any of this, and knowing that what Wonwooâs doing with you is unusual doesnât help ease your anxieties.
âHeâs in the kitchen,â Jeonghan sighs, opening the door wider so you can pass. As you move by him, a hand wraps around your wrist, stopping you in your tracks. âHeâs never cooked for anyone, so, just keep that in mind.â
God, these men are so odd-
You find Wonwoo in the kitchen, his back to you. Heâs in a black t-shirt and it stretches tight across his broad shoulders. His curls are a little messy, as if heâs been sleeping, and when he turns to you, you find heâs not wearing his glasses.
Why is he just as pretty without glasses as he is with glasses?
This feels unfair. This feels like- well, it shouldnât be legal, for starters.
âHey.â Wonwoo flashes you a smile and you just about melt. You can feel your skin heating, and you hate how your body betrays you, betrays the inner lustings that take over every time you look at this nerdy hot frat boy.
âHi,â you respond, feeling like a complete idiot as you approach Wonwoo.
âYou hungry?â He looks down at the pan in front of him. âIâve been making steak and eggs.â
âActually, Iâm really just here about the essay,â you try to explain.
âOh, right.â Wonwoo focuses on the sunny side up egg heâs making, âGive me one sec.â
You watch him finish up his meal. Youâre not used to watching a man cook, and you're surprised at how skilled he is. Thereâs something very attractive about the way he shovels the egg out of the pan, adding it to his plate with the finished steak.Â
âOkay, letâs go.â Wonwoo leads you back up to his room. He takes a seat at his work table. âYou can go on the bed,â he suggests, cutting open an egg. You watch the orange yolk drip, the way he scoops some up with steak.
Heâs way too attractive.Â
âYou sure you donât want any?â he asks. âItâs perfectly medium rare.â
âA little too rare for me,â you admit, immediately realizing your mistake. âIt looks amazing, sorry, Iâm just not hungry.âÂ
âSounds good. So let's talk your essay.â
âOkay.â
âIâve decided Iâm not going to write it for you.â
âWhat?â It feels like the air is knocked out of your chest, and you stare at Wonwoo in confusion. âBut uh⌠you took my necklace, and you wrote Hwasaâs essay-â
âItâs busy season.â Wonwoo waves his fork around absentmindedly. âThe deal is, you come here, we work together, and when you need help, Iâll help. When you need a final edit, Iâll final edit.â
âUhâŚâ Your mind is spinning. âIf youâre not going to help, I can really just do it myself.â
âI think we both know my help will be important,â Wonwoo points out. âLook, youâre a good girl. Donât you want to feel like you did it yourself? When you came here the first time, I noticed you were hesitant, I donât think this is something youâre used to doing.â
âIâm not,â you admit, shocked at his ability to read you.Â
âWith a five thousand word count, this will only take two or three hard study sessions top, in fact, since I have my steak and eggs, we can start now.â
âI didnât even bring my book-â
âIâve got a copy right here.â Wonwoo spins his chair, reaching for his bookshelf. He pulls out a worn version of Frankenstein, handing it to you. âIâve got notes in here, if you want to flip through it, Iâm sure youâll find something to inspire your essay.â
You take a deep breath.
Should you do this? Should you sit here and study with him? What was the point of giving him your necklace if heâs not going to write it for you?
âYouâll keep me on track?â you ask.
Wonwoo offers you a lopsided grin. âUh huh.â
You take a deep breath. âOkay, letâs do this.â
Six:
Itâs your second session with Wonwoo. Youâve been carrying his version of Frankenstein around like a bible- the notes, carefully hand written into the margins, are so insightful and inspiring. At this point, youâve reread the whole book just to get a chance to understand Wonwooâs musings on every page.
You feel alight with determination, and your thoughts feel focused- youâre as focused with Wonwoo as youâve ever been, which feels odd given how distracting he is.
Itâs intimate in a way, to be so close to him, doing your own work while sharing a space-
Your phone buzzes, breaking your concentration.
Wonwoo looks up at you, pausing his reading. âWhoâs that, your boyfriend?â
You let out a small laugh. âJust Hwasa checking in on me to make sure Iâm okay with our tutoring session, youâve got a reputation you know.â
âDo I?â Wonwoo grins, resting his book on his abdomen.Â
âUh huh, people say youâre a demon or something. Apparently coming here for help with school is a deal with the devil.âÂ
Wonwoo laughs. âThatâs definitely a theory. What do you think?â
âAt the moment, Iâm not quite sure,â you admit. âAll I know is, youâre helping me with this essay, and thatâs what matters.â
âYou know how you can check if Iâm a demon?â Wonwoo asks.
âHow?â
âCome touch my head, see if there are any horns.âÂ
Wonwoo is giving you a challenging look, and for some reason, you canât resist.
You put your laptop to the side, sitting up. âReally?â
âLike I said, only one way to find out if Iâm a demon.â
You move toward him, standing off the bed to approach where heâs seated at his desk. âHonestly⌠maybe this isnât the best idea. I trust you, I donât have to feel your head for horns.â
âI really wish you would though,â Wonwoo counters, and thereâs a serious edge to his tone. His eyes are bright, looking up at you. Itâs like youâre suspended in time and space, staring at each other, holding your breaths.
You reach toward his head, in the back of your mind, youâre worried he might bite you- but Wonwoo stays perfectly still. He watches your every movement, and soon, your fingers are smoothing through his curls.
Wonwoo holds back a groan at the feeling of your touch. He wants to lean in toward you, but doesnât want to scare you off. Itâs clear to him from your body language that youâre as hesitant about this as you had been when youâd first come to him for help with your essay.
Youâre so soft, so pure, and he loves it.
He can hear your heart beginning to thunder in your chest as you smooth around his head, searching for horns.
God, humans are so gullible, but itâs adorable when itâs you being this way.
âOkay, no horns,â you confirm, tearing your hand back like youâve just been burned.
You turn away, returning to his bed, and Wonwoo can practically feel the heat coming off of you.Â
âGet back to work,â he says softly, loving the way he gets to sneak looks at you while youâre deep in thought.Â
This arrangement is too perfect- Wonwoo hates that it will soon be coming to an end. Youâve been very productive, and as much as heâd like to take credit for it, itâs your own doing.
In some odd way, heâs proud of you, and itâs a feeling heâs never quite experienced before.Â
Seven:
You canât believe itâs your final session with your âtutorâ. The amount youâve gotten done in two separate days with Wonwoo is ridiculous-Â
Heâs your lucky charm, and itâs odd how much someone can come to mean to you in such a short time.
âOkay,â you sigh, finishing your last line of work. âIâm done.â
âTime for edits then,â Wonwoo responds, slotting a bookmark into what heâs reading before descarding the novel on his sidetable. He approaches you, sitting onto the bed. Heâs so close that you can feel his shoulder against yours. Heâs so warm, in the best of ways.
Heâs reading over your shoulder, and you can feel his breath on your skin. God, this closeness is doing something to you- your pussy is actually beginning to throb, and itâs becoming uncomfortable.Â
âHere.â You hand your laptop over to him, watching anxiously as he begins to read your essay from the top.
Youâre so focused on him- each second feels like an eternity as he makes his way through your writing, discussing small edits with you as he goes through it.Â
âThis is good,â Wonwoo muses, making it all the way to the end. âYou did really well, and with two days to spare. Iâm proud of you.â
âGuess I donât have to be stressed for Halloween,â you grin, releasing a deep breath.
âSpeaking of, do you have any plans?â
âI havenât even thought that far ahead,â you admit with a laugh.
âWell, if nothing else, we throw a great frat party, youâre more than welcome to come.â
âYou know what?â You stretch your arms above your head, releasing a deep breath. âI might just stop by.âÂ
Eight:
Wonwooâs walking through campus when he senses something- and that something can only ever be you. Heâs become accustomed to your aura, and his gaze immediately finds you, heading across the green with a friend by your side.
Your eyes meet, and Wonwoo flashes you a smile, not expecting anything to come of it.
Heâs surprised when you approach, calling his name. âWonwoo! Oh my gosh, hi!â
âHey,â he grins, stopping in his tracks to give you a once over. He wishes he could be more subtle about his attraction to you, but by the way you take him in, itâs clear that itâs not something thatâs one sided.Â
âYeji, this is the tutor I was telling you about! He helped me finish my essay in three sessions.â
âIt was really more like two,â Wonwoo corrects you, then his eyes find your friend. âShe did all the work, believe me.â
âYeah, after I read your notes on the book,â you grin. âHeâs not even an English major, but he picks up more details in novels than I ever could.â
Wonwooâs not used to compliments like this, especially not from pretty girls. Most just accept his work and figure their payment was a job well done enough. He doesnât even know how to respond, and for a demon of his age, this sort of thing never happens.
Youâre so pure and sweet- God, he likes you so much. But thereâs something beneath the attraction, thereâs a want- a want to corrupt you, a want to see how far youâll go for him, how dirty youâll be just for him.Â
âAre you two coming to the party tomorrow?â Wonwoo asks, finding a way to divert the attention away from himself.
You and Yeji exchange a look, and itâs your friend who nods. âWeâll be there.âÂ
Nine:
You donât go to frats often, but your attraction to Wonwoo drives you through the front doors of the packed house. Everyone is dressed accordingly, and you take a moment just to appreciate the ambiance. Sure, itâs sweaty, and overwhelming, and the flashing lights are a bit much, but it feels like a community, in some sort of odd way.
Youâre heading through the crowd of bodies with Hwasa when someone grabs your arm, and youâre shocked to find Jeonghan standing there. Heâs dressed as a zombie of some sort, and despite the fake grime on his face, heâs still very handsome.
âHey, repeat offender,â he grins, leaning close so you can hear him over the loud music.
âRepeat offender?â you ask.
âYeah, youâre Wonwooâs chick now, our little repeat offender.â Heâs charming, in an interesting sort of way. âBet youâre looking for him.â
âIs he around?â
âHeâs the dickhead in the oni mask, making a drink in the kitchen.â
âThank you.âÂ
You follow Jeonghanâs directions, approaching the kitchen. Itâs as full of bodies as youâve ever seen it, but despite that, finding Wonwoo is easy.
Heâs tall, and even with his back to you, youâd recougnize his shoulders anywhere.
âSo how are you doing this?â Hwasa asks.
âIâm just going to go talk to him.â
âDo you need backup?â
Your eyes shift to Wonwoo again, and you find a smile appearing on your face. âHonestly, I think Iâll be alright.â
âIf you need anything, just scream âhamburgerâ.â
âWhy?â
âItâs my safe word,â Hwasa teases, flashing you a wink before she disappears into the crowd of people dancing.
You take a deep breath, mustering your courage to approach the hot nerd.Â
You move toward him slowly, coming to a stop at his side. You donât even have to say anything, he notices you immediately, turning to assess you.
His handsome face is covered with an oni mask, and itâs a little more frightening than youâd been anticipating, especially with his wild dark curls. Oni are Japanese demons, it has horns and fangs-
âHi,â he says, and you can hardly hear him from under the mask.
âYouâre really leaning into the whole demon thing, arenât you?â you force a laugh.Â
You hear Wonwoo chuckle, and then heâs pulling the oni mask off. âAre you more comfortable now?â
Swallowing thickly, you nod. âActually, I think Iâd also be more comfortable with a drink.â
âHow much have you had already?â
âJust had a bit of a pre with Hwasa, why?â
âI guessâŚâ he faces you, crossing his large arms over his broad chest, âwhen I make a move on you tonight, since our arrangement is done, I want to make sure you reciprocate, sound of mind.â
You look up at him in shock, unable to find any words with which to respond.
Wonwoo grins when you remain dumbfounded for a few seconds. âYouâre cute.â
âI am?â
âMore than you realize.â
âAnd youâre⌠youâre going to make a move on me?âÂ
âWas thinking about it.â
âWhat would the move look like?â
âShould I tell you? Or would you rather I show you?âÂ
God, why is he so hot? Why does he always know what to say? And why does his smirk look extra sexy with his slightly pointed canines? Why havenât you realized his teeth were pointy before? You suppose he doesnât smile enough for you to have picked up on details, but now, youâre looking at him, unhindered by shyness and limits of a tutor/semi-student relationship.
Wonwoo pulls you closer by your hips, staring down at you. âIâm going to need a verbal answer, Sweetheart.â
âShow me,â you tell him.
Wonwooâs grin widens, and one of his hands moves from your hip to your cheek, cupping your face. His thumb brushes by your cheekbone, and itâs such a loving motion- itâs as if the entire frat party disappears around you. Youâre so focused on him that you can hardly breathe.
Wonwoo moves closer, and you an feel his breath on your face. His lips are incredibly close, so close you could kiss him yourself- but you stay frozen, waiting on him.
âAre you sure you want this?â Wonwoo asks teasingly.
âKiss me,â you whisper.
He chuckles, and then, he presses his lips to your own, cradling you even closer with the hand on your cheek. His other palm finds the small of your back, tugging you to his chest. You find your grip going to his shoulders, exploring the muscles youâve been thirsting over.
His tongue swipes your bottom lip, and you open wider to accept him in, a small groan slipping out of you.
God, heâs such a good kisser- youâre completely lost in him.
In the periphery, music is thrumming through you, but itâs muffled, disappearing as you fall deeper under the spell of Wonwooâs kiss.
Things are getting hot and heavy fast, and you canât even find it within yourself to be embarrassed that youâre making out with Wonwoo while surrounded by people, besides, something tells you they wonât care.
You can feel something on your lower abdomen, a pressure- and you realize that just kissing you has made Wonwoo hard in his jeans.
Your pussy throbs, so turned on that you can hardly breathe. You break the kiss, gasping. âYour room?â
âNot right now,â comes his immediate response.
âWhat?â You canât help the way you feel crushed at the rejection-
âNot with the party,â Wonwoo clarifies. âI want to take my time with you, want you to be comfortable- having people fucking around outside my room while Iâm exploring you isnât my idea of a great first time.â
âThat actually makes sense,â you concede.
âBut⌠Iâm okay to keep doing this,â he tells you, leaning forward to kiss your cheek, then his mouth begins to move down to your throat, his tongue tasting your sweet spot.Â
You release a moan, wrapping your arms around the tall nerd. âYeah, we can keep doing this.â
Ten:
Wonwoo carefully walks to the kitchen, avoiding spilled liquor on the floor from the party the night before. Heâs so focused on his footsteps that he almost doesnât notice Jeonghanâs aura until heâs right next to him.
The frat boy is sitting on the kitchen counter, eating his cereal. âSoâŚâ Jeonghan muses with a grin, âthat girl, huh?â
âWhat girl?â Wonwoo sighs.
Jeonghan scoffs loudly, rolling his eyes. âThe one you were making out with at the party for hours. You know, the one that keeps coming here for âtutoring.ââ
âI helped her with an essay.â
âSure you did.â Jeonghan pushes off the kitchen counter. âItâs cute, our resident demon has a heart.â
Wonwoo freezes, realizing that Jeonghan might be onto something, but heâll never admit it out loud. âNo, I donât.â
âKeep telling yourself that.âÂ
Eleven:
âWell look who it is,â Jeonghan grins as he opens the door to the frat. You wonder why itâs always him, why no one else is ever hanging around the living room, but you decide itâs best not to dwell on it.
âHi,â you smile softly.
âGuessing you know where to go,â Jeonghan muses, opening the door wider so you can enter.
With one more nod to the frat boy, you make your way to Wonwooâs room.
You knock on the door, and like the very first time youâd been here, it swings open with ease. Wonwooâs sitting on his bed, a book in his hands. Heâs wearing his glasses, and he looks so sexy like this, so domestic-
âHappy November,â Wonwoo says.Â
You laugh. âHappy November.â You close the door behind yourself, standing there awkwardly. You know what youâre here for, know what you want from him now that your essay is complete- âYouâre not practicing, you know, No Nut November, or anything, are you?â
Wonwoo laughs, setting his book down on his bedside table along with his glasses. âNo, Iâm not practicing No Nut November.â
âGood.â
Wonwooâs grin widens. âGet over here.â
You make your way to the bed, sitting carefully next to him. âWhat were you reading?â
âDanteâs Inferno,â he responds casually, as if itâs the most normal thing in the world to be reading poetry from the thirteen hundreds.Â
âWow,â you laugh, âthat definitely pushes the whole demon angle.â
âIâm a deal maker, Sweetheart, the whole demon thing is overdone.â He wraps his arm around you, prompting you to cuddle up to his chest.
âAnd yet, your door opens on its own,â you point out.Â
âAnd?â
âAs crazy as this soundsâŚâ you take a deep breath, âI guess Iâm wondering if thereâs any⌠legitimacy to the whole demon thing.â
âHow would you feel if there was?â he counters.
âI suppose I wouldnât believe it, not really.â
âThen whatâs the point in asking?â
âMaybe thereâs no point.â You look up at him, marveling at his handsome features.
âSo kiss me and forget about it,â he prompts, his fingers finding the bottom of your chin and making you look up at him.Â
âSounds like a plan,â you smile, closing the gap between your lips.Â
He holds you tighter as your lips mesh, half pulling you onto his chest as his tongue explores your own. God, he still feels so good- part of you had wondered if youâd been a little tipsy the last time you kissed him, and thatâs why it had felt so good- but no, this is just Wonwoo, this is just the power he has over you.
You adjust so youâre straddling him, his hands finding your hips to encourage you while you cup his face, enjoying the feeling.
You begin to wiggle, grinding down softly onto him. His cock is already hardening in his sweatpants- you love how easy it is to turn him on. It does wonders for your ego as you dry hump him, beginning to moan at the sensation on your clit.
Youâre not usually this type of person, not the mega-sexual, but something about Wonwoo is making you feral. It helps that you both know why youâre here- helps that heâd rescheduled this fuck session so you wouldnât be having your first time with a wild Halloween rager just outside his door.
Things are just comfortable with him, itâs clear youâre both extremely attracted to each other, and that turns you on even more.
One of his hands begins to glide up from your waist, skimming the underwire of your bra. You move his palm even further up, so heâs grasping your breast, and he squeezes deliciously, earning a soft moan from your lips.
Wonwoo grins into your kiss, his free hand cupping the back of your neck, forcing you even closer as he massages your chest.
You grind harder onto his cock, loving the feeling-
One flip has Wonwoo on top of you, and you whimper at the change in power dynamics. He moves his hips fluidly, applying more pressure to your already throbbing clit-
Wonwoo pulls away from your throat, looking down at you with dark eyes. âSo do I need to grab a condom, Sweetheart?âÂ
âIâm on birth control,â you tell him. âAre you clean?â
âIâm clean, are you?â
âYeah.â You lean closer, eagerly pressing your lips to his again. Youâre so lost in him, nothing else matters.
Wonwooâs hands begin to explore you again, and then he pulls away to tug on your shirt. âOff.â
You sit up, removing the fabric, exposing your bra to him.
Wonwoo looks down at you with lust filled eyes. âYouâre so pretty, Sweetheart.â His fingers tease the strap of your bra. âHowâd a pretty little thing like you ever find your way to me?â
âThe essay-â
âYouâre so innocent though, I could tell from the moment I met you. You wouldnât have come to me if it wasnât absolutely necessary.â
âNo, I donât cheat.â
âAnd you still donât, you did the whole essay yourself.â
âWith help from you,â you blush.Â
âNo, Sweetheart, it was all you.â Wonwoo kisses you again, shutting up any argument you have about using his notes.Â
He makes you feel so good- itâs such a safe space, and itâs the type of situation youâre not used to. The lack of judgement, the complete support- it helps you relax, helps you get even further lost in his kiss as you make out, the both of you wriggling and grinding against each other. You love the feeling of his body, the feeling of being here with him, completely enraptured mind and soul.
Wonwooâs lips trail down to your throat, and he begins to descend. He reaches your chest, and you breathe heavily, closing your eyes to enjoy the feeling of his lips.
His fingers hook in the cup of your bra, and he pauses to look up at you, as if heâs asking for your permission. âDo it,â you tell him, trying to catch your breath.
Wonwoo grins, pulling your bra down so he can access your tits fully. His tongue flicks at your sensitive nipple, and you groan at the sensation, arching your back to push your chest closer to his face.
Wonwooâs lips suction around the sensitive bud next, and God, it feels amazing.Â
Your pussy is practically throbbing- can women cum from breast stimulus alone? You might find out if he keeps this up.
His hands cup your tits, pushing them together, and then he begins to lick at both of your nipples, switching from one to the other in a pace that has you grabbing his hair, whimpering in desperation.
You feel like youâre on fire- you feel alive, writhing on this hot nerdâs bed. It feels dirty, but it feels so right too.
He continues on your breasts for a short while, until youâre good and needy, then he makes his way to your jeans.Â
âI want you naked,â he tells you.
âThen get me naked,â you counter, still breathless.
With a wink, Wonwoo pulls your jeans down, and you work on your bra. Soon, youâre completely naked from him, and unlike other times youâve gotten with men, you donât feel an ounce of shame.Â
This feels so right, and as Wonwoo begins kissing up your thighs, prompting your legs open, you just know that sex is never going to be the same.Â
Wonwooâs eyes meet yours as he takes a lick of your pussy, and you both groan. His lips suction around your clit and your muscles spasm. He pulls away with a grin, breath hot on your aching core. âSo wet already,â he muses.
âI need you,â you whimper.
âYou have me,â he promises, diving back into your heat.
He doesnât hold anything back. He eats you like youâre the most delicious fruit in the world, like your pussy juices are a nectar he needs for life itself.
You grasp at the blanket on his bed, writhing beneath him while he licks and sucks and- fuck, he just knows you so well- thereâs no need for direction, no awkward moments of exploration, he just⌠he knows what to do, and it drives you wild. Youâre completely in the moment, experiencing a raw pleasure youâve only ever read about in erotica.
You can feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge, and youâre a little shocked at the speed of all of this, however, you suppose the foreplay had done a number on you as well.
âWonwoo-â you whimper, abdomen tensing.
âCum for me,â he breathes heavily against your clit. âWant you to cum on my tongue.âÂ
His lips wrap around your clit again, and two more harsh sucks are all it takes to send you over the edge. You gasp desperately, entire body tensing before the moment of your release.
Hot waves of pleasure erupt over your form, all consuming. You can hardly breathe, can only gasp in ecstasy as he works you through your high.
Youâre not sure how long your orgasm lasts, only that youâre out of breath and brain dead by the time Wonwoo pulls away.
You can hardly open your eyes to look up at him as he stands up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. His eyes are so full of lust- and for the first time, he looks truly demonic. But youâre not scared, youâre intrigued, in the best possible way.
âFuck me,â you tell him quietly.
Wonwoo grins, and his canines flash in the light. âYou got it, Sweetheart.â
He grabs the back of his shirt, tearing it off his head to reveal chiseled chest muscles. Heâs got more of a sleeper build- the kind of guy you wouldnât expect to be muscled, except that under layers of fabric, heâs actually sculpted by the Gods.
You can hardly breathe as he pulls his sweatpants down, and youâre practically drooling by the time he gets back on top of you, his lips hot against your own.
You cup the back of his neck, kissing him desperately, wiggling your hips, eager for stimulation.
Wonwoo concedes, rutting so his cock drags through your drenched pussy lips.
Neither of you say anything, you keep lip locked as he finally pushes into you. You both release gasps of pleasure, breathing the kiss to press your foreheads together as he sheaths further inside of you.
You open your eyes, looking up at Wonwoo, who meets your gaze with a fierceness that sets your insides on fire.Â
Heâs so beautiful- youâd checked his head for horns, but you can almost see an outline of demonic features- you must be dreaming, must be so lost in him that youâre seeing things. You close your eyes, drawing your lips to his again as he begins to fuck you.
Each thrust his hard, the tip of his long cock kissing your cervix. Itâs a little uncomfortable at first, but the feeling becomes pleasurable much too quickly. Youâre a moaning mess beneath him, clawing at his broad shoulders.
âYou feel so good,â he tells you.
âNo, your cock feels good,â you correct him.
âAgree,â he presses a kiss to your lips, âto disagree.â
You laugh, and Wonwoo groans at the way your giggle makes your muscles clench even tighter around his cock.
âFuck,â he moans, taking a deep breath.Â
He pulls away suddenly, and he flips you onto your stomach, grabbing your hips to lift you into the air. He positions your knees together, so youâre in doggy, and then he pushes himself back into your aching hole.
Shit- things feel even tighter in this positon, and you claw at his bed, burying your face in his duvet as he plows into you. His grip is rough on your hips, but you donât even care- if Wonwoo continues to give you cock like this, he could do anything he wanted to you, any position, and you wouldnât mind.
Each snap of his hips sends the sound of skin on skin through his room, but thatâs the least of your worries. Youâre more concerned about the fact that you can feel another orgasm bubbling up in the pit of your stomach, and your pussy is clenching even tighter around him now.
âYouâre close again, arenât you, Sweetheart?â Wonwoo asks.
âUh huh, so deep-â you whimper.
âRub your clit for me,â he instructs. âWanna feel it.â
You adjust, bringing your fingers to your sensitive bud. You begin to stoke yourself, applying just the right amount of pressure to have you crying out as he rails into you.
Wonwoo shifts, bringing one knee up so his foot is flat on the bed, giving himself better manueverabilty to fuck you like thereâs no tomorrow.
âThatâs it,â he groans, squeezing your hips. âMake me cum.â
The knowledge that your high will set off his own makes you even more eager to please him, and you rub your clit even harder, whimpering desperately.Â
Wonwoo lets out a grunt, and the sound is music to your ears. How is he so sexy? When did a man grunting become sexy?Â
Fuck, you work yourself even harder, and Wonwoo matches your enthusiasm with his thrusts, his hands pulling your hips back to meet him with each motion.
âIâm close-â you tell him, your pussy gripping him so hard-
âLet go for me,â he responds. âNeed to feel it.â
A few more circular motions on your clit has you exploding, a loud whimper escaping your lips as your pussy clamps down hard on his cock. Your entire body is alight, muscles working overtime as you contract around him.
âFuck,â Wonwoo growls, his pace faltering as he cums inside you, filling you with a warmth that makes you spasm beneath him.Â
You continue to moan as he fucks you through your highs until youâre both breathless. You can feel him breathing on your back, can feel each puff-
Your own chest is heaving with effort, your eyes closed as the last inklings of euphoria sparkle through you.
Wonwooâs hands smooth along your hips gently, and neither of you have anything to say as you recuperate.
Finally, Wonwoo gently traces your spine with a finger. âIâm going to pull out,â he tells you. âGrab you a tissue.â
âOkay.â You nod against his bed, still too blurry from your orgasm to think too hard about anything.
The loss of his cock from your aching hole is one you feel everywhere, and you whimper, cupping your pussy to stop any cum from dripping onto his bed.
Wonwoo returns quickly, moving your hand so he can press tissue to your core. âGive it a sec, and when youâre ready we can put on some clothes and head to the bathroom.â
You stay on your knees for a few more seconds before mustering your energy. When youâre finally able to stand, Wonwoo helps you up. He pulls sweatpants up your legs, followed by a hoodie to cover your bare chest.
Then, he takes your hand, guiding you to the bathroom where you both clean up.
Everything is a blur until you get back to his bedroom, where you collapse onto the mattress against his chest, eyes closed.
Wonwooâs hand smooths up and down your arm. âHow do you feel?â
âSo good,â you respond.
âIâve gotta tell you something.â
You can hear the seriousness in his tone, and you force your eyes open, looking up at him questioningly.
âI was going to wait-â Wonwoo admits, âitâs something Iâve never told anyone, not in so many words at least.â You wait for him to continue. âThe whole demon thing⌠thereâs some truth to it.â
âBut⌠I checked for horns?â you say, confused.
âWe donât have horns, Sweetheart. Weâre deal makers. You gave me your necklace, it has a soultie to your ex, one day, Iâm going to drag that asshole to hell.â
You canât help the chuckle that escapes you. âSure you are, Wonwoo.â
âYou donât believe me,â he muses, lifting your hand so he can kiss your knuckles gently.
âI told you I wouldnât, so what does it even matter?â
âI just wanted to start things right,â he confesses. âWanted to do this right.âÂ
âThis?â you counter, grinning up at him.
âUs. I want to give it a shot, if youâre interested.â
âIâm more than interested,â you admit. âBut⌠I think, right now, I just need a little sleep.â
âThen sleep, Iâll be right here when you wake up.â
He presses a kiss to your forehead, and with a smile and a deep breath, you finding yourself drifting into the most blissful sleep of your life. Demon or not, Wonwoo makes you feel protected, and thatâs not something youâll ever take lightly.
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Itâs been a few months of dating Wonwoo, and youâve realized the whole demon thing is completely real. It was an adjustment at first, but heâd explained everything about it. There are certain demons who do the darker stuff, but Wonwoo truly considers himself a deal maker above all else. He doesnât kill, even though, with his power, he could.
No, heâs a mellow demon, if there is such a thing.Â
Itâs an opposites attract type of situation, and Wonwooâs spent countless nights admiring your aura, discussing what it is exactly that makes you the light Yin to his dark Yang. He loves you for all of your differences, and youâve never felt more comfortable with a person- or, should you say, demon.
Heâs an ageless man with a thirst for knowledge, and youâre so attracted to his deep understanding of all things literate or scientific. You find yourself constantly learning new knowledge from him, and every day you spend together is a dream you never could have even wished for.
Aside from all the educational learning experiences you have with Wonwoo, youâve also begun to explore his sexual knowledge, and itâs a journey you never thought youâd find yourself on.
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tbh Iâm more intrigued by the idea of college-age Reader getting pregnant while unmarried still living in the manor and NO ONE has any idea who the father is (maybe she does, but sheâs withholding that for now or maybe heâs not in the picture?) and itâs the biggest freak out ever. that just seems so fucking wild and potentially hilarious to me. and nobody noticing sheâs pregnant until sheâs farther along? or them finding out randomly?? imagine:
damian: you look pregnant. what is wrong with you.
reader: i am pregnant though
the batfam: ????????!!!!!!!!!! and then she proposes that now that sheâs old enough and starting a new chapter in her life raising a baby and all she should just move out! (cue everyone disliked that meme)
Neglected!Pregnant!Reader x Yandere!Bat Family
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Part Two
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A/N: Okay, I think I'm about to become a Pregnancy!Reader writer. Which, I'm not mad about. Kind think it would be fun, but I know the trope isn't for everyone. So, if itâs not your thing, Iâm sorry.
A/N: Some of this is based off of things from my own pregnancies.
A/N: Oh, no. Frick, I wanna make this a series now. Check the bottom, cause I have a plot idea for this and I want opinions on it. I spiraled, this was supposed to be a quick blurb. I got carried away. Gonna build up to the yandere shenanigans because Iâm turning into a writer with a million WIPs.
A/N: Tagging @skay-ali because I like their The Forgotten Daughter series.
Warnings: Fem!Reader, Very minor Yandere Themes (like barely there), minor NSFW, graphic descriptions of pregnancy and medical procedures, Vomiting.
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You don't really remember that night it happened. But, it only happened once and after you swore you'd never drink again. The hangover after that night had been one of the worst of your short life.
In fact, the sticky feeling between your legs and bitter taste on your tongue had also added to your decision to swear of these college parties. Luckily, you have enough of your memory to remember that you and your partner from that night had both been willing even when wasted. Even if you couldn't remember their name. Or, their face.
It takes you a while to notice. One missed cycle wasn't anything to freak out about, and it was exam season. The stress had probably caused the nausea. It wasn't until you were heading down to breakfast one morning and smelled the burnt eggs in the kitchen that Stephanie had burnt that you realized something might be wrong.
You, of course, ignore it. It was just a fluke. Burnt eggs weren't appetizing to anyone. But, then you nearly faint walking through the perfume section after looking to restock your favorite bottle of scent.
The doctor you finally went to another week later had asked about your cycle and the last time you had been intimate with someone. That's when the reality of things started to set in. You hadn't even thought to do an at home test to check. Your doctor was kind though, saying they could just do a quick urine sample and blood test just to make sure. It might be something else.
The next few minutes felt like ages. But, when the Doctor came back to tell you the positive results you panicked. Not as in panicked as in you broke down, but you threw up a mask. You're good at doing that. You must get it from your father.
When she asks you if this is good news or bad news you can't help, but blurt that it's good. Great even. Which causes her to beam at you. Before you know it, you're being handed a complementary diaper bag with formula and tiny bottles while being given the rundown on your possible due date and future appointments. You nodded you're head along with the information, sliding the paper's into the diaper bag as she hands them to you.
But, then she turns to you with delight and tells you that the Ultra Sound tech has an opening and you're just far along enough they can do your first ultrasound. It'll only be a thirty minute wait.
After nodding along once more, you go back into the waiting room. Holding your new bag with white knuckles and falling into deep thought.
This is happening. But, how? Are you even fit to be a parent? You've hardly ever been loved. How are you going to love someone else? How are you going to do this? What will the family think? What will your few friends think? You don't even remember who their father is. This is impossible. You're not ready. You'll never be ready. That churning feeling is in your stomach again and you feel that single piece of toast you had for breakfast about to come back up.
The thirty minutes fly by with those thoughts in your head. They still swirl in your head as your go back into the ultrasound room.
It's dark, but the tech had few soft lights on in the room. Its actually kind of... cozy.
What's not cozy it the tech telling you that she's going to stick a wand up your bits so you could see the baby. Your eyes screwing shut at the cold invasive feeling.
But, when you open them, she turns the screen for you to see. It's almost amazing how fast the image appears on the screen.
And, their moving. Actually moving. You end up laughing at the sight, causing the screen to flicker and the little blob to move. When the nurse plays the heart beat you can feel yours stuttering in your chest.
Watching them bounce in there with each laugh, itâs easy for the next words to spill out of your mouth.
âOh, Iâm gonna love you.â
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Every step after that feels remarkably less lonely. Itâs not just you anymore. You have someone who youâre going to love.
You donât bother telling the Family. Bruce would just lecture you on being reckless while the otherâs would judge you for it.
Honestly, you donât care if they did. This is your baby.
Funnily enough, for a house full of detectives and highly intelligent vigilantes no one actually notices. Not even Cassandra. Itâs a bit insulting how much they donât pay attention. But, your symptoms soon make it so you donât care.
The waves of exhaustion, the way everything smells strong and certain things make you want to gag. Heartburn that burns your throat. The subtle cravings that make you cry when you canât fulfill them. Thankfully you finished your exams because you were too tired to even move from your bed most mornings due to strange nightmares.
Eventually, someone does notice. And, itâs not anyone you would expect.
Of all things you cried over on the pantry floor, it had to be salt and vinegar chips. They hadnât been what you wanted, but it was too late to go get french fries and a smoothie at this hour in Gotham. And, you stuffed them down your throat with angry tears.
It was Stephanie of all people to find you. You gave her a sharp glare when she seemed to grow wide eyed. Normally you avoid her gaze, but you were quite pissed about having chips in your mouth and not fries. As her eyes grew wider, your nose wrinkled in further annoyance at her.
Just as youâre about to tell her off, she speaks.
âDo youâ um, want something else?â
Itâs pitiful how fast your snarl turns into a pleading pout.
âYes, please. I want fries. I want Jokerized fries so badly.â You practically blubber when she gives you a pointed nod towards the car garage.
It takes you a bit to get off the floor despite the fact that your bump is hardly noticeable, but Stephanie noticed the extremely subtle curve.
âHow far?â She asks hesitantly, looking from the bump to your face.
You also hesitant for a moment, looking up at her with tears on your cheeks and a serious look in your eyes. â14 Weeks.â
Her eyebrows raise and a wiry pout appears on her face. âDamn. Youâre smaller than I was at that time, so not fair.â
The slightly surprised that information gives you almost makes you pause. But, if you had you wouldâve probably toppled back down to the pantry floor.
âExplain on the way?â You ask, still a bit nervous. The two of you had never been close since you moved into the manor less than a handful of years back.
âSure.â She grins, leading the way.
As you both walk, she whispers. âDoes Bruce know?â
âDonât know. Donât care.â
âAh.â Stephanie managed to hide the winces from you.
When you two finally make into the car, youâre already feeling better about life. Youâre about to have your fries, and possibly a shake too. You didnât expect to have any company, but surprisingly itâs nice.
Stephanie drives, and get the fries to go. Munching on them as Stephanie drives you back to the manor. Her sharing her own pregnancy experience.
"Wait, so Tim dated you when you were pregnant with another dudes kid? Babe, forget being me being small, you got game."
"Damn right I do." She says smugly, stuffing her own fries in her mouth. "So, um, do you wanna talk about what happened with you?"
And, just like that your mood shifts.
"No."
"Oh- Oh! I'm sorr-" She starts up, and you can tell she's assuming the worst.
"Don't you start, Stephanie." You interrupt with a pointed glare. "I don't want to talk about it because it's none of y'all's business."
That makes her cough on her french fry. "Wait, wait, what do you mean? Don't you want help?"
"Nah, I got it." Comes your stubborn reply, glaring out the window as you dip your fry into the cheesecake milkshake.
"... You should tell Bruce." She suggest after a moment of awkward silence.
"What? So he can ignore his grandchild, too?" Your filter is none existent with your hormones all out of wack.
"He doesn't ignore you-"
"Oh, yes the fuck he does." Your firmly state. Growing a bit heated. "Y'all all figgin do."
Stephanie is about to roll her eyes, chalking your words to you just being unreasonable. But, then the thought starts to creep upon her with each passing building when she realizes this is the first time she's actually hung out with you. Ever.
"I'm sorry." She murmurs to you. The silence falling over you both as the cars continues back to the manor.
"... I'm only forgiving you because you bought my fries..."
"Really?! That's all I had to do?"
"What? I was desperate for this- Wait! Hang on. Stop the car. Stop the car-"
"What? Why?! Are you- OH! Fuck!"
You ended up regurgitating up all the fries you had just eaten. Right into your lap.
"Oooo, that's nasty." Stephanie says, cracking the windows.
"Is it bad that I still want to eat them?" You mumble to her, eyeing the remaining fries.
"Please, please, wait till we get back or I'm gonna hurl, too."
"Fine." Comes your reply. Your eyes drifting shut for a moment. "If you tell anyone I'm gonna tell Cassandra about your crush on her."
"How did you- Frick, you are more like Bruce then I realize." Her voice going from panic to begrudging realization.
"Now, that's offenseive."
"Oh, come on. You're kids gonna have some of Bruce's DNA too."
"Eww. Eww. Don't remind me."
The banter between you both coming back with ease.
When you make it back to the manor, parting ways for the night. You feel at ease. You may have made have finally made a new friend in all this and gained a pillar of support.
As you shower and finish off your fries, you can't help but think about the apartments you had been looking at. Wondering what Stephanie will thinking of your nursery ideas.
Down in the cave, Stephanie slowly walks down the steps. Realizing this might have just gotten complicated.
"You okay, Steph?â
âYeah. Yeah, Iâm okay.â
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A/N: Soooooo, what if, and hear me out, wee add some baby daddy drama to this?
A/N: Please note, I write a Reader that DID NOT grow up with the Bat Family, which means we could have some really really juicy drama here. But, we could just keep the options limited to just close friends of the Bat family.
A/N: What do y'all think? Baby Daddy drama? One of the Bat Boys the Daddy? One of the other vigilantes? Should I do a Baby Daddy poll? I just feel like this is an opportunity.
A/N: Also, Stephanie was a teen mom in some comics from my research. Which I think adds to this and gives her a better chance of bonding with Reader until shit goes down.
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Marvel and the YJ
So, Marvel in the YJ. Heâs one of their den mothers and all that. So like, in this AU, and in fact in all of my posts so far, Billyâs kept it under wraps that heâs a kid. So, as a result, the YJ think heâs just this really cool big brother (dad (they just donât know it)) type of dude. Like heâs so nice. And heâs so nice to them especially. Like, he treats all of them the same way he treats adults. He doesnât doubt their abilities, and when they fail, heâs still there to encourage them to get back up and he doesnât even make them feel bad about it.
Like, the one time he was asked to spar with the YJ cause they wanted to for funsies I guess, he positively whooped their asses and somehow, someway found a way to still compliment their abilities, even if they didnât last that long because the battle was a little one-sided. To be fair though, they had asked him not to go easy, which he didnât. In the end, he got promptly scolded by Canary heavily when she found out he quite literally used Kid Flash as a rag doll and threw him at Aqualad. She said that the entire tape of him having a âfriendly sparâ with those kids, was essentially just him bullying them. To which Billy tried to defend himself by saying those kids were plenty capable. The defense didnât work.
Then, there was this time Kon mentioned he couldnât fly and Marvel offered him a lift. This somehow ended up with Marvel sort of T posing mid air as Kon and Robin hung on one arm, Artemis and Aqualad hung on the other arm, then Kid Flash held onto one leg while Mâgann held onto the other.
Flash: âWow.â *looking up at the YJ and Marvel* âThatâs⌠actually kinda majestic, not gonna lie.â
Superman: *also looking up at Marvel and the YJ* âIs it though? What if one of them falls?â
Flash: âEh. Iâm sure itâll be fine.â
Kid Flash proceeds to almost slip off and fall, which almost gives both the speedster and Kryptonian a heart attack. Thankfully, he catches himself by moving his feet really fast to boost himself back up. Worst part in their opinion is that Marvel didnât even seem to notice.
Then, there was the time Mâgann with Robin about something. Batman was also working nearby on a computer.
Mâgann: âHmm⌠We need advice.â
Robin!Tim: âWe need an adult.â
Batman: *keeping an ear out cause heâs always happy to help one of his kids*
Mâgann and Robin!Tim: *thinking before they speak up at the same time* âMarvel.â *they then both walk out of the room to find the Captain*
Batman: *a little upset that Tim did didnât come to him for help but also a lot more concerned as to why they thought Marvel was a suitable choice to ask for advice, especially considering the fact that just earlier that day, he had caught the man scribbling on one of the meeting tables like a 5th grader scribbling on their desk*
Contrary to what Bruce thought might happen (I.e. something going wrong) apparently Marvelâs advice wasnât too bad, seeing nothing had gone wrong yet. (He later found out that the two had asked for the best advice on how to incapacitate your enemy quickly. He found this out when he saw Tim throat punch a man. Said man went down almost immediately. When prodded for information for as to why he did that, he proudly proclaimed âCap taught meâ)
Also a little tidbit from the Marvel Cursing post about the YJ thinking that Marvel called one of them a dumb cunt. Courtesy to @helps-the-writing-brain-go
Billyâs recently noticed that the kids are acting funny. Though, he supposes itâs not a bad funny. If anything, whateverâs got them acting weird has got them doing better on missions, but still. Itâs weird. Whatâs weirder is that whenever he compliments them, they shine twice as brighter than they normally do. Whatâs even weirder than that is that whenever theyâve messed up recently they look twice as nervous. Speaking of which, this was one of the moments theyâve messed up.
Marvel: âSo⌠Uh- that didnât go so well.â
YJ: *obvious signs of anxiousness on some and subtle on others*
Marvel: âBut thatâs okay! But thatâs okay.â *trying his best to make the anxiety in them disappear* âWe just have to try to be better next time. Like, and I hate to say this, maybe try calling in an adult next time? Like me? I couldâve zoomed over and helped you guys.â
YJ: *look at each other*
Artemis: âWallyâs the one who said that we shouldnât call you in a try to do this on our own.â
Kid Flash: *dramatic gasp* âYou know why I said that! It wouldâve helped us all if Kaldur had tried to put the fires near the gas tanks out with his water powers!â
Aqualad: âI was busy being attacked by nearly five different people.â
YJ: *dissolve into arguing*
Marvel: âWait. Wait. Wait. Wait. Wally what did you mean by it wouldâve helped you all? Me not being there wouldâve been good?â *confused*
YJ: *immediate silence*
Kon: âWally found out that you think one of us is dumb cunt.â
Kid Flash: âDude! You guys need to stop ratting me out!â
Marvel: âWhat.â *stares in befuddlement*
Mâgann: âAnd then he told us. So weâve been trying to think of ways to not be uh⌠dumb cunts.â
Marvel: *blinks rapidly* âAgain, what? Wally, where did you get this information from?â
Kid Flash: âWhen you were making cookies! I heard you say blah blah blah, what a dumb cunt.â
Marvel: *still staring in confusion*
Kid Flash: âThen, when I asked what you were talking about, Mary said you were talking about our performance on missions.â
Marvel: ââŚOkay. Iâm going to be completely honest with you. I donât remember a thing of what youâre talking about.â
Marvel then goes on to make a speech about how theyâre wonderful heroes who shouldnât let one personâs words guide them, especially in risky situations like a mission. He then told them that he was now going to stress bake and make some Minnesota cool whip, jello, fruit, not really salad, salad. (Courtesy to @jedipirateking) On the bright side though, the speech did leave the teens feeling better.
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love love LOVEE your toji/sukuna fics, mean big guys have me in a chokehold, but even more so if thereâs aftercare right after destroying u , Iâd like to see how you write that! No pressure, just a suggestion lol
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âAhaaahhn! T-Tojii, t-too fast, going too fasâShhaaa!!â
âHeh, yâre complaininâ, but yâre the one squeezinâ my dick like crazy.â
âHmph, right, like some dirty whoreâŚShit, assâs so tightâŚâ
You were the partner of both TĹji Fushiguro and Sukuna RyĹmenâa fact that many would be astonished to know and for you to go dizzy thinking about.
How does one lure in the deadly, cursed being proclaimed the King of Curses and a cold-blooded assassin dubbed the Sorcerer Killer? You couldnât even think of a quick answer to such a question. What you do know is that being a spouse of the terrifying two in this polyamorous relationship was the definition of intense. And that would go for tonight as well.
Being bent and forced to be taken advantage of by your two lovers was nothing out of the ordinary. If anything, itâs almost a daily occurrence when either of them comes and pulls you aside to appease themselves. Nonetheless, what else was a little cute wife like you supposed to do: sit there and look pretty? Not tonight, at least.
You were all confined in your shared quarters, all three bodies atop the futons pulled to the tatami flooringâthree bodies stripped from their discarded attire, now nude and meshed together in hot and wanton passion.
Toji was beneath you, yet that didnât diminish his control over you. You may be straddling him and moving your hips to take in his erect cock into your aching cunt. However, his hands are stationed firmly on your waist, influential to your pace as he bucks into your wetness stuffed on excessive come. The fast ruts make it grueling to find the rhythmâbut thatâs what the dark-haired man wants, to see you all desperate and wailing from up above. âHow ya feelinâ, sweet thing?âÂ
As if you had any room to speak, so winded that wails were the only words you could say.Â
âOi, pet, answer when youâre being talked to.â
And the voice behind you doesnât make this scene any better.
From your backside, Sukunaâs massive frame hovered over you and Tojiâs, his gigantic frame easily dwarfing you both. His lower arms hold you down by the calves, and his upper left keeps him upright from easily squishing his partners. And the upper right crawls up to your throat, suffocating your airways lightly with just his thumb and forefinger.
As the other has you from below, the gigantic cursed man deals with you from above. His lower member is plunged into your rear hole, stretching you to the point of tears with his hefty girth while the other rubs on the crevice of your ass with every push of his hips. The hands on your legs come up to your waist, brushing Tojiâs, who moves his to your chest.
His guttural purrs send shivers up to your ears, and the tongue of his stomach probes you with a lick on your sweaty back. âWe need words, or else youâll be crushed without knowing, little dove.â
Because that is what you were: their little wife tending to them as a spouse would.Â
You swallow spit before the grip on your throat gets any tighter. âIâIâŚFeel sho gooodâŚ!â You twitch when the behemoth licks and nibbles on your ear so dangerously as if heâs tempted to eat youâhe just might be. ââMmmhh! S-Shoo fuull..â
Toji notices and snickers, âYeah, baby?â His hands on your breasts are rough, making you whimper. âDoinâ good so far,â he tweezes a nipple, earning a sharp yelp to leave your puffy lips. âHehm, so adorable, mamaâŚâ you cry even more when he pops the other nipple into his mouth; the feel of his tongue on your bud had you hot.Â
ââHnnm!! Fucking hell, this assâŚ!â Sukunaâs groans are felt, the vibrations rattling your bones. âKeep grippinâ me like that, princess..â He adds more weight and has you howling like no tomorrow. The nails of his fingers leave dents that youâre sure to see later onâjust more to add onto the collection harboring all over your skin â bites and marks galore.Â
Your eyebrows screw together, drool escaping your agape lips. The laps around your nipple become feverish along with Tojiâs thrusts, and Sukuna pistoning his cock so harshly; it makes you wobble, yet you maintain your balance for the older man beneath you to keep sucking and playing with your chest.Â
ââTaahh, uhhgg, sh-shiiit,â your hands grip the sheets as your eyes roll to the topâa sign that you were to fall into your release in mere seconds from the constant rubs of your sensitive spots.
Clamping onto their shafts, you shriek during the impending climax, the walls of your holes puckering and contracting around the limbs that graze your sensitive nerves. You finally give in and fumble atop Toji, luckily catching your expected reaction with a smirk. âFuck, feel so good and tight,â he kisses your cheek and chortles when your arms sling around his neck. âStay still, baby; let us finish here.â
The two men still undulate their hips, their dicks ravaging your insides even when youâre stuck in your crescendo. You nearly choke on your spit, wailing as youâre forced to submit to their frantic bucks, and the sounds of them moaning and groaning only fuel your ears to clench them even tighter. It has both men hiss and tighten their hold on you, Toji burrowing his face to bite your shoulder while Sukunaâs fangs dig into the other. And you can tell blood was drawn as the giant licks the inflicted marking.
At your scream, they simultaneously bust their loads into your trembling frame, stuffing you with more of their essence in your cunt and asshole. And Sukunaâs upper cock dispels its semen out to paint your back. The sensation of their lengths pulsating inside you has you quiver, hiccupping when they sneak in short yet fierce pounds into your sore holes until their sweaty frames succumb to tranquility. Then, they remove their limbs with a blissful groan to your sob, come sliding and dripping down to your thighs.Â
Finally, you sigh into Tojiâs chest as he kisses your forehead and kneads your ass lovingly. I can finally rest nowâŚ
However, you squeak when your body is pulled upward so quickly, and youâre now being held by Sukuna, who straightens up and stands up. He scoffs, âRelax, dove.â The hand under your legs squeezes the flesh of your thigh.Â
Leaving Toji to the futon, the cursed ancient man thunderously strides out to the room two rooms down from the shared room. He slides the shoji door open after the changing room, and youâre instantly met with a wave of humid air from the bathing area. Ripples from the humongous stone bath become more evident as Sukuna closes in, and the water climbs when he gets inside with his massive volume.
He sits, the water sitting above the mouth of his abdomen. He has you sitting on his lap, yet his lower arms still hold you close to his chest. With the upper left, he brings the wooden bucket the servants left behind to scoop with water and pours it gently above your head.Â
Your hands wipe the water from your face, but a washcloth and a colossal hand wipe it down for you. âY-You know, I can clean myself,â you inquire with a scrunched expression as Sukuna wipes your cheeks a little too rough.Â
âWith your shaky legs, Iâd be amazed if youâd even make three steps out of the room.â You pout at his tease, and it only has him want to poke fun at you more. âLike a baby deer trying to walk.â
You snatch the washcloth with a heated face. âQuit it!â Humiliated, you sigh and raise your left arm to dap on the markings decorated on your skin. However, he takes it away from you, his lower left gently grabbing your arm for the lower right to compress the damp cloth on your sore markings.Â
âLet me.â He wasnât asking, leaving you no space to interject his company. He pulls an ointment from the other wooden basket into the washcloth; the lavender scent pleases your nostrils while the minty sensation cleanses your skin. âSit back,â he orders you, and you allow your back to rest on his torso, watching the man tend to the wounds he and his partner inflicted on you. It almost puts you to sleep, sighing pleasingly and relaxing to the monsterâs touch.Â
Speaking of, âWow, so ya leave me at the room to clean up after you two, huh?â Toji enters the bathing space, joining you and Sukuna in the warm water. âWhat am I, yâr maid?â
âYou seem to have walked here on your own just fine.â Sukuna bends to place a kiss on top of your head while the raven-haired other approaches closer. âYou have no room to complain, Fushiguro.â
âYeah, yeah, whatever,â you observe Toji come to you between Sukunaâs legs. âHey, mama, feel better?â You nod to him meekly while he cups your cheeks with one hand. He then brings you to a soft kiss, mewling to his lips while his wet thumb brushes your cheek. âMmm, so cuteâŚStand up frâ me.â
He takes the wet cloth from Sukunaâs grasp while you slowly rise. He helps you turn around to have your back to him, your hands clinging onto Sukunaâs thighs while the giant gives the human male a cream to place on the rag. Toji then rubs circles on the red crescents of your waistâdents marked from Sukunaâs nailsâand you jerk and hiss at the contact.Â
âI know, sweetie, I know,â he coaxes you with whispers to the ear and a kiss on your shoulder. âBlame âKuna for doinâ a number on ya.â
âKeh, I know youâre not talking,â the salmon-haired one sniggers as he grabs another dry cloth to wipe your collarbone. âI can count with three hands how many of these hickeys arenât mine.âÂ
The other barks a laugh. âNow I know yâr ass is lyinâ.â The two men humor themselves on the trauma they just put you and your tiny body through, and you can only shake your head at their insufferableness. Yet, at the very least, theyâre taking their roles as your lovers to take care of your body. Not so bad, isnât it?
Especially when the bathing is over, and youâre all clean from the event that transpired an hour ago, sleep stops evading you, and you return to the shared room ready for slumber. To end the night, the candles are blown out, youâre adorning your yukata robe for your soft skin, and Toji and Sukuna wait for you on the futon to conclude this session.Â
Toji has you to his right, arm around your figure to keep you close to his warmth. This gives you the view of his easeful sleeping face; the moonlight from the opened shoji window panels makes it easy to trace his handsome features and the deft scar on his lips. To his left was Sukuna, his tremendous size unavoidable, and his strength still evident as his upper arm cages you and the other older man in proximity. The pink-haired beast purrs at the rub of Tojiâs hand on his nape and hair, and you giggle at the displayâlike a giant cat.
Seeing the Sorcerer Killer and the King of Curses act so leisurely around someone is inconceivable; not many live to see such a picture when met with their brute force and killing instincts. And yet, you suppose that makes you more valuable than anyone, their sole and precious partner.
And as you bury your face and let the blanket of sleep take over, you rest for yet another night, knowing youâre in the best care you could ask for.
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Iâve always been a pretty good liar. As an adult Iâve come to a moral place in which I donât use that skill set unless it will explicitly benefit someone. But when I was a kid all bets were off.
I think tiny child me was doing their little autistic best but recognized that some situations would be best navigated by lying as telling the truth never netted positive results. Whether it was because my needs often went unmet or ignored, or because I didnât see any reason not to lie if it would be more favorable, Iâm not sure.
This is the story of my proudest lie. The best lie I ever did. A lie that looking back I still go, damn, I was eight.
Our story begins in second grade. I was eight. My school was having a book fair and I spent my small stipend on Gulliverâs Travels. No idea why. Lacking further funds I wandered the fair and came upon the greatest sight known to man. Frog erasers. They were so cute and I was extremely into animals of all kinds.
The whimsy. Who could have known they made erasers in such wonderful shapes? I mourned that Iâd spent my money already, and played quietly with the little frogs in their bin. Thatâs when I was approached by a few other kids from my class.
I didnât know most of them very well, but enough that it was civil when they asked me, âAre you going to buy those frogs?â
âIâd like to,â I admitted, âbut I spent all my money.â
âWhy donât you steal them?â
âI thought about that, but I donât have pockets.â Indeed, stealing had crossed my mind but it had been a brief temptation. I wasnât even scandalized that the other girls suggested it.
âCaitlin has pockets,â the leader of the pack said. And indeed, Caitlin in her purple overalls did have pocket space for two frogs. So Caitlin and I became partners. My role in the escapade was just... wanting frogs and walking out with her. We stole two frogs, a yellow and a purple, and united by the misdeed we played together with them at recess despite not really being friendly prior.
After lunch I was called from class to the library. The principal herself was there waiting for me. She had a somber air, almost mournful that she needed to punish me. It was self evident to me that I was here for frog crimes. Caitlin had cracked and taken the fastest route to forgiveness- snitching on an accomplice. Despite the fact that my role was just: wanted frogs, I knew I was going to be in trouble.
Now, I could have told the truth. Pulled a Caitlin and ratted on the girl who told us to steal them. But clearly Iâd still be in trouble for having gone along with the morally bereft plan. I was mad at Caitlin for telling but not enough to foist the onus back into her.
âDo you know why youâre here?â The principal asked kindly.
âIs it about the frogs?â
âYes, Caitlin told us you stole the frogs.â
I quivered my lip and drew myself up indignantly. âI didnât steal them!â
She blinked at my vehemence but since I looked near tears she carefully asked, âWhat happened?â
âI really wanted the frogs, but I didnât have any money. So I asked the librarian if I could take them and bring the money tomorrow! But she was really busy and lots of people were talking to her, and she said yes! But maybe she was saying yes to someone else? And I thought it was to me but Caitlin didnât, but I was going to bring money tomorrow!â
The principal. Was flummoxed. This was a situation in which I clearly thought Iâd done no wrong, in which she couldnât prove I had done anything wrong, and which the librarian would almost certainly not be able to weigh in. She regarded me not with suspicion but rather vaguely confused as to how to handle me.
I got off with a slight warning that I should pay for things before taking them, despite not having been the one to take things in the first place, and the frogs were confiscated.
I was vaguely worried theyâd call my parents but years later when I admitted the story to my mom as an adult she laughed herself sick and said sheâd never gotten a call.
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